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i seem to remember a time when things were better. is there such a thing?
i don't really think so anymore. to be honest.
i've thought about it, and things seem like they've been about the same for a while.
i've learned to handle the 'bad,' but i need a balance of good... i just need it. to function, to be normal. i need it.
and so far, there's been so little. but i guess that's not really true... my birthday was seriously one of the best birthday's i've had... ever! i'm not kidding.
yasmine was right. planning it myself makes it exactly the way i want it to be. and i guess i am a little picky... less picky than most, but i've for sure formed an opinion about a few things i once had no opinions about.
i feel so low about my life right now. it's that pesky depression sneaking up on me. it's easier with pills to deal with everyday depression, but when it's something that's REALLY upsetting, it's harder to get over that depression-hump, if you will, of the general depression.
things will get better. i am sure of it. i am absolutely positive... or at least, they have to right?
i know for sure, everything will be ok. and that is a fact.
i don't really think so anymore. to be honest.
i've thought about it, and things seem like they've been about the same for a while.
i've learned to handle the 'bad,' but i need a balance of good... i just need it. to function, to be normal. i need it.
and so far, there's been so little. but i guess that's not really true... my birthday was seriously one of the best birthday's i've had... ever! i'm not kidding.
yasmine was right. planning it myself makes it exactly the way i want it to be. and i guess i am a little picky... less picky than most, but i've for sure formed an opinion about a few things i once had no opinions about.
i feel so low about my life right now. it's that pesky depression sneaking up on me. it's easier with pills to deal with everyday depression, but when it's something that's REALLY upsetting, it's harder to get over that depression-hump, if you will, of the general depression.
things will get better. i am sure of it. i am absolutely positive... or at least, they have to right?
i know for sure, everything will be ok. and that is a fact.