What's new with me? NOTHING GOOD THATS FOR SURE!
Well, unless my unemployed loser parents come up with $3,000 in 2 weeks, they're getting evicted. So, obviously (unless they steal it) they are not going to be able to come up with that kind of money, therefore I have until the 28th to find a place to live. My uncle was going to lend them some money (more like give because I doubt he'll ever see it again) but my dad's a fucking faggot and told him that he doesn't give a shit about any of us anymore. So his 10 year old daughter might just now be on the streets. Great parenting right? Well, I know she'd always have a place to stay with someone in our family. As for them, I could care less, I hope they have to live in a cardboard box, then maybe they'll see they need to change their ridiculous ways after 40 years. I (and everyone else) am sick of cleaning up after their mess. GROW THE FUCK UP! I am just so incredibly angry that it has came to this once again, you would think they would learn from making the same mistakes for the past 20 years. If they don't care about themselves they should at least care about their 10 year old daughter, if I could take care of her I would, but I know I can't right now. I could really go on forever about this and all the things they have done to us and put us through over the years, but whats the point? I'm not trying to get sympathy, I am just venting... And I think anyone that knows them should put them as an example as what not to be like.
And I must add, how hypocritical they are; I constantly am getting bitched at to clean my room or something ridiculous like they, when I work two jobs... But they don't work AT ALL, and they house is a fucking nasty mess. I am really just ready to have a nervous break down.
Of course, I could always go back to Justin's, but sharing a room with him and his brother is not going to work. There's a possibility of me moving into Felicia's, but its her moms house and she hasn't talk to her about it, still. Even though it was her idea like a month ago. Or, I could rent a room from Justin's boss, but it's kinda pricey and I'm poor. Christmas is coming and I am broke. This year I thought I would be able to do something nice for at least my immediate family, but thanks to people who will remain nameless that steal my money, and beg for every last dime I have, I don't think I will be able to do that. I've made probably no less than $1,000 a month for the past 4 months, and I have nothing to show for it... And I should because the only bills I have are my phone bill and my car insurance (about $250 a month). What the fuck?! Yes I go out to eat more than the average person, but could that be because there is never anything in our house? And anything I bring in disappears in a matter of minutes.
I am getting so frustrated right now I am starting to cry, and I'm at work, so I can't even hide. All I want to do for myself is get my camera fixed, it's all I wanted to do for months now. But everyone makes me feel like shit for spending the money I work my ass off for, on myself.
I have worked so hard to have good credit so I can buy my own house in a few years and have a nice new car... but yet some how they are fucking that up to, like my dad stealing my checks. And now I'm getting collections letters in the mail from when I had my surgery in july, because my insurance was active at the time of the surgery but when they billed it it wasn't. So I have been ask my mom to do it for me, or tell me what I am suppose to do so I can do it myself. I don't know, she's my mother she's suppose to teach me this stuff. So surely, that is going to fuck up my okay credit.
No matter what, it will never be enough.
I do not know what else I can do.
And I must add, how hypocritical they are; I constantly am getting bitched at to clean my room or something ridiculous like they, when I work two jobs... But they don't work AT ALL, and they house is a fucking nasty mess. I am really just ready to have a nervous break down.
Of course, I could always go back to Justin's, but sharing a room with him and his brother is not going to work. There's a possibility of me moving into Felicia's, but its her moms house and she hasn't talk to her about it, still. Even though it was her idea like a month ago. Or, I could rent a room from Justin's boss, but it's kinda pricey and I'm poor. Christmas is coming and I am broke. This year I thought I would be able to do something nice for at least my immediate family, but thanks to people who will remain nameless that steal my money, and beg for every last dime I have, I don't think I will be able to do that. I've made probably no less than $1,000 a month for the past 4 months, and I have nothing to show for it... And I should because the only bills I have are my phone bill and my car insurance (about $250 a month). What the fuck?! Yes I go out to eat more than the average person, but could that be because there is never anything in our house? And anything I bring in disappears in a matter of minutes.
I am getting so frustrated right now I am starting to cry, and I'm at work, so I can't even hide. All I want to do for myself is get my camera fixed, it's all I wanted to do for months now. But everyone makes me feel like shit for spending the money I work my ass off for, on myself.
I have worked so hard to have good credit so I can buy my own house in a few years and have a nice new car... but yet some how they are fucking that up to, like my dad stealing my checks. And now I'm getting collections letters in the mail from when I had my surgery in july, because my insurance was active at the time of the surgery but when they billed it it wasn't. So I have been ask my mom to do it for me, or tell me what I am suppose to do so I can do it myself. I don't know, she's my mother she's suppose to teach me this stuff. So surely, that is going to fuck up my okay credit.
No matter what, it will never be enough.
I do not know what else I can do.