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There's something to be said about waiting.
I never thought that Justin and I could develop into what we are now. We fought so much, it was something I only hoped for. It's like were almost completely different people now. I don't know, just over the weekend I realized how much I love him. He's probably one of the only people who has completely fulfilled my emotional needs. I find myself feeling retarded over him lately, I miss him when I'm at work, or if I don't see him until late at night.
Tonight were going to get pumpkins for Halloween and then going to see a movie, but I don't know what movie yet.
We went to the strip club for his birthday on Saturday. That was an interesting experience. I had already been there (Deja Vu) twice before, but it's definitely different when you go with your boyfriend. I really was fine at the beginning. But then we had them take him on stage for his birthday, and they usually spank the person with the paddle, and do their little thing. Well this one girl, got on top of him and started humping the shit out of him, practically jumping up and down on him. Now I'm not normally a jealous person, but i got pissed. I was having an extremely emotional day that day anyway. So he comes off stage and hes telling me he loves me, and I'm the only one for him. Then he starts asking me if I was mad and what was wrong. And I just kept ignoring him because I was upset and I didn't want him to see because I didn't want to ruin his night. But he kept asking me what was wrong so I started crying because the more he asked me the more upset I got. I felt really stupid after and I don't know why I got so upset, because honestly, Deja Vu in Ypsilanti has the ugliest girls, haha. Well, I'm over it now, I was still kinda upset the next day though.
I'm still not sure what were doing for Halloween, so if anyone knows of anything good, let me know.
I never thought that Justin and I could develop into what we are now. We fought so much, it was something I only hoped for. It's like were almost completely different people now. I don't know, just over the weekend I realized how much I love him. He's probably one of the only people who has completely fulfilled my emotional needs. I find myself feeling retarded over him lately, I miss him when I'm at work, or if I don't see him until late at night.
Tonight were going to get pumpkins for Halloween and then going to see a movie, but I don't know what movie yet.
We went to the strip club for his birthday on Saturday. That was an interesting experience. I had already been there (Deja Vu) twice before, but it's definitely different when you go with your boyfriend. I really was fine at the beginning. But then we had them take him on stage for his birthday, and they usually spank the person with the paddle, and do their little thing. Well this one girl, got on top of him and started humping the shit out of him, practically jumping up and down on him. Now I'm not normally a jealous person, but i got pissed. I was having an extremely emotional day that day anyway. So he comes off stage and hes telling me he loves me, and I'm the only one for him. Then he starts asking me if I was mad and what was wrong. And I just kept ignoring him because I was upset and I didn't want him to see because I didn't want to ruin his night. But he kept asking me what was wrong so I started crying because the more he asked me the more upset I got. I felt really stupid after and I don't know why I got so upset, because honestly, Deja Vu in Ypsilanti has the ugliest girls, haha. Well, I'm over it now, I was still kinda upset the next day though.
I'm still not sure what were doing for Halloween, so if anyone knows of anything good, let me know.