wisconsin boys rock!
hey babe. i wrote you this yesterday after we split:
So, i'm writing you this from the airport in milwaukee and i haven't stopped crying since i left you. it hurts so bad-not being able to be with you. it's funny, i kept smelling you wherever i went, then i realized it was because you had sprayed me with that perfume before i left. lol, go figure. i miss you. i don't know if i can make it alone down here, but i'll try. i just wanna spend one more night alone in bed with you. i'm miss those big blue eyes and how the blatantly show how much you care when i look into them. i'm gonna miss all the cute little faces you make and all your kisses and just holding your hand. and who else is gonna fix your hair all the time and pick things of your clothes for you like and obssessive compulsive person?
it's weird, what just happened. i flew up to wisconsin with every intention of getting to know you better and spending time with you, but i had no idea that i would leave with you still holding onto a piece of my heart. and even though you think that i'm gonna go off to college and meet someone new and "better", i don't think it'll happen. at least, i don't want that to happen. i don't want anybody else. i only want you. and maybe when the time is right we'll be able to be together the way we want. i mean, maybe we'll date other people in the meantime, but in the end i wanna end up with you.
you were right the other night when you said you could read my mind and that i was thinking about how much this sucks because i finally found someone i really like and who really likes you and we have to live thousands of miles apart. that's exactly how i feel. i had so much fun with you and i know i'll never forget it and sometimes i worry that you'll forget about all this and find some girl who's better and lives closer to you and you'll want to be with her. but i don't like to think about that.
you've really changed my life in a way. before i met you i had nothing to look foward to and i just lived my life day by day. but now i'll live it waiting until i can see you again and sit and with you about anything like we did this past week.
i hope you don't ever forget what and awesome person you are. your kind, thoughtful, caring, selfless, funny, unique, sincere, loving, fun, unafraid to be yourself, insightful, crazy, honest,...ok, i can't think of anymore adjectives even though i know there are more. you're a beautiful person and your heart is pure and one-of-a-kind. i hope you don't forget about me because there's not a chance in hell i'll forget about you. love always,
Jackie
So, i'm writing you this from the airport in milwaukee and i haven't stopped crying since i left you. it hurts so bad-not being able to be with you. it's funny, i kept smelling you wherever i went, then i realized it was because you had sprayed me with that perfume before i left. lol, go figure. i miss you. i don't know if i can make it alone down here, but i'll try. i just wanna spend one more night alone in bed with you. i'm miss those big blue eyes and how the blatantly show how much you care when i look into them. i'm gonna miss all the cute little faces you make and all your kisses and just holding your hand. and who else is gonna fix your hair all the time and pick things of your clothes for you like and obssessive compulsive person?
it's weird, what just happened. i flew up to wisconsin with every intention of getting to know you better and spending time with you, but i had no idea that i would leave with you still holding onto a piece of my heart. and even though you think that i'm gonna go off to college and meet someone new and "better", i don't think it'll happen. at least, i don't want that to happen. i don't want anybody else. i only want you. and maybe when the time is right we'll be able to be together the way we want. i mean, maybe we'll date other people in the meantime, but in the end i wanna end up with you.
you were right the other night when you said you could read my mind and that i was thinking about how much this sucks because i finally found someone i really like and who really likes you and we have to live thousands of miles apart. that's exactly how i feel. i had so much fun with you and i know i'll never forget it and sometimes i worry that you'll forget about all this and find some girl who's better and lives closer to you and you'll want to be with her. but i don't like to think about that.
you've really changed my life in a way. before i met you i had nothing to look foward to and i just lived my life day by day. but now i'll live it waiting until i can see you again and sit and with you about anything like we did this past week.
i hope you don't ever forget what and awesome person you are. your kind, thoughtful, caring, selfless, funny, unique, sincere, loving, fun, unafraid to be yourself, insightful, crazy, honest,...ok, i can't think of anymore adjectives even though i know there are more. you're a beautiful person and your heart is pure and one-of-a-kind. i hope you don't forget about me because there's not a chance in hell i'll forget about you. love always,
Jackie