i havnt cryed in forever but a few mins ago i couldnt stop , i got a phone call from someone i knew very well they said the were about to die held a gun point and they called to apology for everything they had done to me ( Read more... )

hmm wow i havnt  looked at this since last year i just read my past entrys and its intresting to see how my life has changed in so little time ive decided to try and write  in this at least once a week i would like to read this when im older and look back at my memories from the past

im naughty. and too nice =] my happiness i cant explain

so im extremely happy , it took a while but i got to where i want to be.  and i have a small crush , on this kid hes so cute and today he sat next to me while waiting for the bus and we talked and were starting to become good friends im excited =]

yesterday was one of the worst day of my life. its a feeling u cant explain. i dont think anyone has ever felt it before.i felt the people laughing at me, friends that didnt really care things that really wernt ment to be. songs that made me cry over some stupid guy hunger and pain. problems. life. i dont want anything to do with it or those people ( Read more... )

basically i have become everything im against. i havnt been my self in a while. i dont even no who i am any more . ive changed and not for the good. but im whiling to fix all of my mistakes. but to think that exacly 3 months ago i was the happiest girl alive, sadly thats not the case for today im probably the sadest i have ever been ..... ( Read more... )

today i tryed everything no lie , even the crazyest things that go to ur mind i did them amazing night wahoo

warped tour was freaking amazingend of story =]]]

amazing night i hung out with irina, jon, alex, cystal and zack at las olas , then we crashed at rinas house and can u say pool partaaaayyy super fun =]

soo today was a good day at work got my first pay check !! and ive been working there since like march haha wtf ? yeah soo i have a new great friend shes one of a kind and her name is thais she is truly amazing and i feel like ive known her forever , soo shes introduced me to her whole life which is really on crazy ride , and were deff hanging out ( Read more... )