Jan 30, 2005 11:29
Well I haven't written in a while. It seems kind of pointless but I do realize that some old friends use this to see how I'm doing. I think it's kind of done, if you really wanted to know you could just call or come on by and ask or see. But no one's perfect.
So I'm back at school for my last semester here at Wagner College. Part of me is said but I'm excited to go someplace new. Talking to Salina yesterday (she transferred here for her senior year) and she said how Wagner lacks up to date technology, which is so true and Stony Brook is like notihng but the latest things. Classes are alright, I feel like I'm actually taking classes that I'm going to use later on, or even this summer with the kids. How to effectly work with people who have undergone trauma and how they behavior after. It made me think of a little girl named Brianna, whose mother had cancer and had surgury during the summer. And this girl started bitting children, and crying, and running off from her group. As much as I think Katie and myself handled her well, I feel more confident that I can do a better job now. My art classes are harder then I thought. I'm so used to be the best in my art classes that it's an adjustment when something doesn't come easy for me in art, but even if i cant pull off the A I'll still be learning so it'll all work out in the end.
Dad's still not getting better, he has another trip in to Manhantten on friday for more testing. I feel like it's been forever, since August now that he's been sick. I'm just worried that with all the time its taking to diagnos him, that if it's something bad it could be spreading. It's just so frustrating cause pretty much we're now into Febuary which is the worst month for my family.
My knee still is crap, I'm going to have surgury after school ends in May. Which although sounds like shit is actaully a great thing since I've been dealing with this forever. Finally I have some kind of diagnosis on it: it either a piece of loose cartlidge, hardened tissue, or a chip of bone. So Whatever it takes...just fix me!
Amazing note: I got casted in the Vagina Monologues!!! I'm so excited. It takes up alot of time right now but it's only for a month and I'm preforming Memory of Her Face: Juarez. It's just an amazing piece of work, and I hope everyone comes! It's here on Febuary 24, 25, and 26th, probably at like 8 but I'll get everyone details when it comes closer.
The play gives me something to be excited at to be proud of myself right now. I feel like there's a new group of girls, well women, that give me strength.
Aright aright....enoguh here. my room looks like shit after the crazy night!! <3