you were lookin down on me, lost out in space

[hope_inside_13]

so this past week, nuts! work was crazy on wednesday, a customer threatened to shoot me , so naturally him being a regular and a jerk off, i threatened him back and i cussed at him, i went kinda semi psycho on him and his eyes shot up like he knew he had a beating comin to him like the look of fear when you know your dad is about to whomp you for talkin back to your mom, yeah he had that look on his face when i screamed at him, i wasnt nice at all, i really wanted to break his face, no one has ever threatend me like that before so i got pissed, but then again he is a tiny insignificant lil crap so its not like i was scared that he said that, i was pissed cause in spite of everything of that morning i didnt need his crap, so i scared him off, i dont think he will be back for a while so thats very nice, most of ya'll know how i take to people who threaten me, i get mad......quick.....i almost hopped across the counter, but yeah, i was stressed enough already, he left, its over, it was weird blah blah blah

so on to the good side of this week, the girl i have been crushin on forever ( it seems like ) i got her number and i think me and her might go on a date sometime soon so thats like way cool, it was soooooooooooo freakin hard to talk to her i dont know why but for whatever reason she is special for that and i cant wait to get to know her and all that jazz, i just hope shes normal and not anything like the rest of them past girls, it would be nice to have a good one ::::prays in hope of becky being normal:::: she has great eyes = ) her smile i found out is what makes me turn red and my heart like, i dunno she makes it beat fast and slow at the same time , shes just beautiful = )

i always believed in futures