Nov 15, 2005 20:19
theres been alot going on...some of which i cant talk about....not on here...but dont ask...if you do and i dont tell you...dont take offense.....
might hang out with Joe friday....that is if i can get a ride there...hes not doing to well...one of his best friends has been in icu at the hospital...and they took him off life support sunday....at 12 today he passed away...Joe isnt taking it too well...but who would..i just wish he would talk to me...or at least i wish there were somethingi could do..but we as humans cannot do anything abotu a life theat was lost so im kind of in a pickle....and i dont even like pickles...
i had to go to the emergency room thursday...stuff...gotz good medication....i realized today that not being on it sucks...and i hurt....grrr
anyway....not much else going on except yeah...feeling helpless and quite depressed....
Is it possible to miss something that you never really had...but just the same u were able to loose it? Thats not a question i directed to be answered.... i probably just confused a lot of you but just dont worry about it.... i'll get over this on my own....