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I have been really down the last few days. I am just depressed that once again Jeff has turned it all around and all of a sudden wants nothing to do with me. I don't know what happen bc he doesn't care enough to let me know. All he says is that it is not what I think referring to me seeing that car in his driveway. He physically makes me crazy. One day he wants to see me, be with me, loves me and then the next day he doesn't. Everytime he walks back in I let him and then he gets tired and wips his feet on me. I feel like I am back 7 months ago going through everything all over again. I am so sick of it. And I don't want to hear "but you let him."