Nov 30, 2004 15:51
man, i havent made a journal entry in forever!! well a lot has been happening since my last entry. first of all, i dont feel crappy about me and my husband anymore. i have decided that although he isnt perfect and sometimes does stupid things, he does love me or he wouldnt be with me. he does and says sweet things sometimes, like he was talking about joining the Navy so we could travel together and stuff and then i would "never have to work". of course i WOULD work anyway because i hate sitting at home doing nothing, plus that is the main reason why i am in school is to become a psychiatrist. so yea, but its the thought that counts! he really tries and thats all that matters i guess. i need to stop being so insecure!!
i got that job at the limited FINALLY! i start on Saturday. its about time! she said its only seasonal so i guess i will have to start lookin for another job just in case, which sucks. oh well, at least i have something for now!!
school is almost over, whoo hoo!! i have one more week, then the day i come for my finals (the 15th i think??). then i can rest easy for the next 2 months with no school, yay! next semester is going to be tough, i am going to be taking another psych class, sociology, and maybe some sort of math class *ugh*.
my cell got turned off :( now i cant even talk to my friends! i didnt have enough $$ to pay the bill, and verizon is ripping me off, charging me for all kinds of things i have no idea what...after i get my first check and i pay it off, im thinking of switching to sprint...i hear its cheaper and the free minutes start earlier i think. i dunno yet cuz then id have to buy a new phone and stuff.
sometimes ppl make me so mad. i am in this community on here right and i like to abbreviate some of my words. who wants to take the time to spell out "you" or "anyways" when i can just type "u" and "ne ways"? maybe everyone else likes typing the whole word but for me, it just saves time. some girl made a big deal about it and said she thinks ppl have a hard time taking what i say seriously becuz i use "preteen typing". in other words, becuz i abbreviate my words sometimes. i think the REAL problem is becuz i made a comment about Eminem and his stupid song thats bashing Bush. i said the song was stupid. ive been typing like this for a while and now all of a sudden she mentions it. whatever. some ppl really are dumb. it makes no difference how i type, what matters is what i am saying. ugh.
well not much else to talk about today...ill try to write some more next time i get online.