blah humbug
didnt think it would actually happen, but things got worse since yesterday. turns out that medical bill was something my dad said his insurance would cover in 1999, but it only covered a portion of it, so i am responsible for the bill. and because of that, i didnt get approved for my loan. now i have to have a cosigner with awesome credit and even then its no guarantee. but the big problem is that i dont think anyone on this green earth trusts me enough to cosign for me. thats pretty sad. im ready to pull my hair out and scream or cry or something. anyone know where a really big rock is i can crawl under and never come out?