howdy yall
Well, it's official. On the twenty sixth of this month I head to the place of my destiny. I'm really really nervous. Taking a city girl, and sticking her in the country where there's nothing but nature, is quite a change. I'm not saying it's bad. Just makes me nervous. Plus, I'm really really scared no one's gonna like me. But I guess I always have that phobia. I'm gonna be out there for a month,..... which means I'm telling rite aid to kiss my ass! I think I'm on my last straw with Mike. That guy...... I have no clue how he made management. I'm not saying I can run it better,.. but damn. Maybe i could actually,.......... So,.. I'm preparing myself for the trip of a life time. I get to meet my future in laws. Thats making me nervous too. I have talked to Earl and Ruby on the phone a couple of times, but you know. It was never in depth conversations. I think maybe I'm dumb. But, I can't wait to see Kevin. I know it's only been about 4 months, but it feels like a lifetime. Call me cheesy, but hey. I'm also a girl. The rash on my hand is starting to go away. It's still there, but just not as red or inflammed. I'm happy about that. I saw the most awesome pair of vans I have ever seen in my life. I want them sooooooooo bad. They're old skools, but brown! ( gasp!..) I don't wanna work tomorrow. I wanna just stay in bed and watch movies. That would be awesome. With Kevin of course. Even better.