life
So..... I don't know. I've noticed that when I give people their change back when I'm at work, I drop all the coins on the floor. And it hasn't happened just once, but numerous times. Daily in fact. I think somethings wrong with me. Today is Sandi's birthday...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDI!!!!! I don't like my job. I really don't. Everyday when I get home I wanna cry. It sucks. I was thinking about this the other day.... what if I'm borderline depressed? My mom suffers from it, so I could be too. Or showing signs anyway. Fuck me runnin. I don't want to be depressed. But I've noticed just small changes in my behavior and attitude towards things. All I do is sleep and work. I've never done that. I was always the first one up in the house and the last to go to bed. Now, I find myself still in bed at fuckin noon, or 1 even. Damn it!!!!! Damn it all to hell.