SoOoOoOo Happy, yet reallllly Sad.....
I am SoOoOoOoOo Happy cause I finally got back in touch with James yesturday! That made my day. Right when I thought nothing would get better, it did! Thanks Jay!* James is an AwEsOmE friend and if you dont know him get to cuz hes an amazing guy!- Well yesturday was kinda hell with my dad cuz all we did was argue! Whats new? Well ever since the one time we got into a fight and he smacked me, we havent been the same. I am starting to not want anything to do with him. Then on top of that Im grounded cuz of my grades. Which is bullshit cuz my grades wouldnt be what they are if I didnt have so much stress lately. Anyways, I really dunno what to do..... The whole thing about me and Mike, if you know about that, I am starting to just say forget it. I know it bothers people when I say I'm not worth it, but when it comes to that I definately dont think I'm worth it! I really like him A LOT! Its amazing how one person can make someone else really happy then just drop them like they meant nothing! But I guess my feelings dont matter? I wish he would just give me the time of day so I can tell him how I feel about everything cuz I really need to get it out, but all I can do is wish.. Tears..... But I just dunno what to do anymore... *Kalie, I NEED some right about now! lol! Im glad were hanging out! you are so awesome! Lylas!* About the whole Julie and Kevin thing...that was going on.... Im happy your back together!!!!* But things dont need to get turned on me! I dunno what to do anymore I guess.......
My mom had to bring Parker, my little brother, to the hospital cuz he hurt his neck on the trampoline (sp) really bad I guess. He couldnt move it to one side at all! I hope hes ok!!!*
Evanescence- Broken
i wanted you to know
that i love the way you laugh
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
i keep your photograph
and i know it serves me well
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
because i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you're gone away
you've gone away
you dont feel me laying here anymore
the worst is over now
and we can breathe again
i wanna hold you high and steal my pain away
there's so much left to learn
and no one left to fight
i wanna hold you high and steal your pain
because i'm broken
when i'm open
and i dont feel right
i am strong enough
because i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you're gone away
cause i'm broken
when i'm open
and i dont feel right
i am strong enough
cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you're gone away
cause i'm broken
when i'm lonesome
and i dont feel right
when you're gone away
you've gone away
you dont feel me laying here anymore
Dont ask why I like that song..Its just good and it reminds me of a certain someone!*