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*Its nice to hear the truth....
Why does this always happen to me? Am I just not good enough for anyone anymore?? Right now I just wanna leave and get away! Its not like anyone would care anyways. I sure in the hell dont! Everytime I like someone, something goes wrong.... Ever since me and Brenden broke up its been hell... Mike is the one person that I could look at and NOT think of Brenden.. I really do like him a lot, but its never gonna work cuz of just fucking people... It hurts so bad! Its like going through mine and Brenden's breakup over again...it's hitting that bad!* I just gotta tell him how I feel and hear the truth from his mouth....I do like Mike a lot, but I have to give up cuz WE are never gonna be more. ( If it were my choice..I'd be with him! But Im not worth it I guess :( ) I may say I dont care to people if they are to ask me about it, but I do...cuz Mike means a lot to me even as a friend!....Im just hurt! I just needa go to bed...Here I go, Crying myself to sleep again.......