I've  been living in New Mexico for a year this Saturday.

Unreal. Really unreal.

I realized something today. I am a short-timer.

Every job, friendship or relationship I've had has only been for a short while. Ranging from a couple of days to barely a year...it's like I'm afraid of commitment or settling down and just being.

I wish someone would let me be more long-term in their life. I wish I knew how to be more permanent.