I don't wanna go back...
I was in the process of waking up (at 9:30..I'm going to DIE tomorrow) and the thought runs through my head..
You go to school tomorrow. Immediately there's this swram of butterflies in my stomach. It happens every year, I realize I have to go back and I get anxious to the extreme about it.
I have nothing to be nervous about, at all... I just always AM... it's like a childhood thing..
So, now i'm freaking out and half feel like I'm going to puke...
...help?
PS: I really scared myself with that last update... I can actually see myself go from tired/stressed to angry... I feel psychotic... meep.
You go to school tomorrow. Immediately there's this swram of butterflies in my stomach. It happens every year, I realize I have to go back and I get anxious to the extreme about it.
I have nothing to be nervous about, at all... I just always AM... it's like a childhood thing..
So, now i'm freaking out and half feel like I'm going to puke...
...help?
PS: I really scared myself with that last update... I can actually see myself go from tired/stressed to angry... I feel psychotic... meep.