hmmmmm
Ok so its ben awhile and whhts new? Well I am no longer the manager of the GOld Coast theater anymore. I am now basicly an assistant Manager at the White mrlin, altough I am getting the same pay I once got. Pretty cool eh? Also I'm not sure what to say about my current situation with a certain someone so I'll jsut say its very complicated and is not a good feeling when you know what you want isn't whats best. Also I have broekn up with a friend of mine. THat sounded gay let me try again. I have given up on a friend of mine. He and I used to be so close now he never calls when he heads out and fucking bails out when we have plans. For a girl you ask? Nope just because, well he's a selfish asshole. I have decided not to let it bother me though and to just wait and see what happens. Thursday I believe I am going to go see a career counseler. I need a new job/house/life(?). Something has to change. I don't write in this very often anymore because I don't want to look back on it and see so much negativity. SOmetimes I think I am being tested with it. All of these negative feelings and bad luck. I don't really believe in luck so I guess its bad Karma. If I belivev that however then who must I have been in a past life? Whoever I was I fucked up big time. SO in conclusion I don't have the same job, or phone (since that went with the job), or girlfriend. I didn't mean to be so negative.