...
+ new placement. today was my 2nd day. upon first(second) impression: more of a hands-off, less authoritarian, and far less micromanaged approach, both academically and professionally. i don't feel like a complete impostor in the classrooms here.
- teenagers are loud. i've had a headache of varying degrees of intensity for the last 9.5 hours.
- huxley took a pretty drastic health dive. he's had diarrhea, on and off, for over a month. he vomits with no good reason. late at night he paces throughout the apartment aimlessly. nonstop. in 2 hour blocks. nails on the hardwood floors. back and forth. back and forth. clickety clack. clickety clack. the noise keeps me awake, then, when i finally do fall asleep, i end up waking up, heart pounding every 20 minutes. which leads me to...
- ...anxiety is out of hand. i need klonopin. sedate me, goddamnit.
- / + we still don't have a place to live. but. 3 weeks to go.
.i can't find traineater anywhere.
- teenagers are loud. i've had a headache of varying degrees of intensity for the last 9.5 hours.
- huxley took a pretty drastic health dive. he's had diarrhea, on and off, for over a month. he vomits with no good reason. late at night he paces throughout the apartment aimlessly. nonstop. in 2 hour blocks. nails on the hardwood floors. back and forth. back and forth. clickety clack. clickety clack. the noise keeps me awake, then, when i finally do fall asleep, i end up waking up, heart pounding every 20 minutes. which leads me to...
- ...anxiety is out of hand. i need klonopin. sedate me, goddamnit.
- / + we still don't have a place to live. but. 3 weeks to go.
.i can't find traineater anywhere.