oh goodnes so it halloween and it will be quiet around this house
guh oh well I need some recoupe time frome the other night
so I went with charlie to meltdown
well we were rolling pretty hard and I wiggdout and acused him of hitting on some chick who was all over hime wering nothing but her skivies because before he asked me if I wanted anything he got this girl some light toy and I fliped out well her freinds noticed I was upset and gave me another tab so I wouldnt ruin their roll and soon I was as blisfully hazed as they were but the next day was full of tears and what not I Know charlie didnt have any bad intentions but im so fucking insecure I totaly acused him of some pretty foul stuff ug anyways we'v forgiven eachother blabla bla
RABBIT IN THE MOON fuckin kicked ass and you know what I dont even particulary get hyped about trance or any of the BS but that was fuckin awsome!
so I didnt realy have a good time until ritm but im ok now I was pretty devastated for a bit though I love charlie so much I thought UI was being dised but I was wrong I need tto learn how to trust people wich would be easyer if I haddnt been repeatedly burned But I think I can safly say that after our many long chats I realy do trust charlie. This fealing is new to me and its so releaving !