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I wonder if this is what university is supposed to feel like. Haha, it seems that every time I post I'm complaining about something. Although I guess, this is really my fault for falling behind, but still! Third year seems to be a lot more difficult and I can hardly find the time to sleep. I'm neglecting certain things, giving up looking 'pretty' (my skin just hates me now), half-assing other things and just being tempermental. If I feel bad and I know what I'm doing is wrong, it kind of makes it a bit better even if I continue acting this way? These days, I wonder if just going out to work a minimum wage job would be better. Nothing to think about, just go to work and go home and rest and then continue to go back to work the next day. No excessive thinking. No stress. If you make a mistake, someone is there to fix it, albeit it'll come with some scowling and angry words. Though, isn't that better than risking disappointment in oneself's ability? Or an exchange of money for only that disapproving letter grade?
I don't even have time to think about romance and boyfriends. Which is a pretty big deal considering the type of person I am. I wonder how the future is going to turn out for me...
I don't even have time to think about romance and boyfriends. Which is a pretty big deal considering the type of person I am. I wonder how the future is going to turn out for me...