insanity
I didn't get my daily dose of sanity today...ie, i didn't get to talk to lancey. Lately that boy has been the only thing keeping me sane...between not having a job, my father not having a job and being her 24/7, angela, and a variety of other factors...i'm about ready to lose my mind!!! However, I call my lancey...have a little cry, and then he purposely says something stupid and idiotic to take my mind off my stressor and makes me refocus on something else. I love him so much, who else would be willing to sound like a totally idiot just to make me feel better?!?!?! He's the best thing I've got going....I hope to God I never mess it up. *sigh* I miss him so much.
On a completely unrelated note, I still haven't heard about the job...I expect to hear something by next week. If I don't get it I think I might lose my mind. I will definitely cry big crocodile tears if I don't get this one. *sigh* I just want to get my adult life started already!!!! Is that so much to ask?!?!?!
Aerobics is kicking my ass...but I'm keeping up, so I guess that's good. We did toning exercises after aerobics on wednesday...including push-ups!!! We did this inner thigh exercises...oh my goodness...my thighs are still killing me!!! I didn't realize you used your inner thigh muscles so much, I can't hardly move without them hurting....but when I have nice legs this will all be worth it. HOWEVER..we're working on the HUGE assumption that I will someday have nice legs!! LMAO!!!
Well I shall shut up for now...bye bye!!!
On a completely unrelated note, I still haven't heard about the job...I expect to hear something by next week. If I don't get it I think I might lose my mind. I will definitely cry big crocodile tears if I don't get this one. *sigh* I just want to get my adult life started already!!!! Is that so much to ask?!?!?!
Aerobics is kicking my ass...but I'm keeping up, so I guess that's good. We did toning exercises after aerobics on wednesday...including push-ups!!! We did this inner thigh exercises...oh my goodness...my thighs are still killing me!!! I didn't realize you used your inner thigh muscles so much, I can't hardly move without them hurting....but when I have nice legs this will all be worth it. HOWEVER..we're working on the HUGE assumption that I will someday have nice legs!! LMAO!!!
Well I shall shut up for now...bye bye!!!