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i really dont think ive updated in like 5 years it seems. ah well
had my new diabetes doctor app yetserday. not cool at all. the nurse made me get naked and wear a hospital gown..why i dont know. not comfortable at all. they did some tests on me and made me sit there naked while they talked to me at one point i asked "can i get dressed now" and shes like "not yet" what are you enjoying looking at my half covered naked body? thanks. not cool.
they took blood, i almost passed out. not cool.
i realized i havent shaved my legs in a couple of weeks so i was like a hairy beast and felt so embarassed bc they wre like staring at it like i had a jungle on my legs. not cool!
she isnt really all that funny. she tried to be, but it just didn't work. not ever so cool.
my mom was like so did you like her? im like eh shes okay.
honestly i miss my old doctors already. i miss the hospital visits and the all familiarality of it all :( plus this new woman is the size of all 6 of my doctors combined. *tear*
she asked me all these stupid silly questions that i just made up answers to and she was impressed. go me.
so i lost 10 pounds over the past couple months my mom was asking a million an one questions about it to my doctor like i wasnt even there. the doc was like u look fine a littl skinny but fine and i rolled my eyes and some random nurse was like "what you dont think so?" im like "actually no, i want to lose about 8 more pounds and ill be happy" and she rolled her eyes at me! that beast! so unprofessional, i mean i shouldnt of done it either, but i didnt think i was going ot get caught lol. whateevver. so the doc was like do u eat. im like yes 6 times a day and my mom is like she works out for an hour plus everyday. and they had this whole stupid gay convo about it and im like hi. i wanna be healthy and not fat, its not like im throwing up my food or avoiding it at all cost again. geez. annoying.
me and my mom went to lunch after i got a turkey burger but it tasted like they just threw it in the microwave so i had half, then just ate the meat on the 2nd half andf had like 4 fries and 1 onion ring. and 6 glasses of water. yess.
then i worked out for an hour then dyed my hair back to dark brown bc im getting a "makeover" tomorrow. im so excited. im just going to tell them to do whateve they want, but to leave it long. i think im getting red highlights or something to that effect.
tomorrow is my last day of class, i dont think im goign today. im so bad. i havent gone in like 3 weeks. whatever i just wanna be done. less than a month to go.
this weekend is full of alcohol. not sure if im going to drink at all though. i havnet in about a month. go me.
cancun is in like 2 months uhhh yes.
i wanna crawl back into bed and distress. thats all ive been feeling lately. i dont know why. :(
thats all for now. now its time for my other sites.
saz
had my new diabetes doctor app yetserday. not cool at all. the nurse made me get naked and wear a hospital gown..why i dont know. not comfortable at all. they did some tests on me and made me sit there naked while they talked to me at one point i asked "can i get dressed now" and shes like "not yet" what are you enjoying looking at my half covered naked body? thanks. not cool.
they took blood, i almost passed out. not cool.
i realized i havent shaved my legs in a couple of weeks so i was like a hairy beast and felt so embarassed bc they wre like staring at it like i had a jungle on my legs. not cool!
she isnt really all that funny. she tried to be, but it just didn't work. not ever so cool.
my mom was like so did you like her? im like eh shes okay.
honestly i miss my old doctors already. i miss the hospital visits and the all familiarality of it all :( plus this new woman is the size of all 6 of my doctors combined. *tear*
she asked me all these stupid silly questions that i just made up answers to and she was impressed. go me.
so i lost 10 pounds over the past couple months my mom was asking a million an one questions about it to my doctor like i wasnt even there. the doc was like u look fine a littl skinny but fine and i rolled my eyes and some random nurse was like "what you dont think so?" im like "actually no, i want to lose about 8 more pounds and ill be happy" and she rolled her eyes at me! that beast! so unprofessional, i mean i shouldnt of done it either, but i didnt think i was going ot get caught lol. whateevver. so the doc was like do u eat. im like yes 6 times a day and my mom is like she works out for an hour plus everyday. and they had this whole stupid gay convo about it and im like hi. i wanna be healthy and not fat, its not like im throwing up my food or avoiding it at all cost again. geez. annoying.
me and my mom went to lunch after i got a turkey burger but it tasted like they just threw it in the microwave so i had half, then just ate the meat on the 2nd half andf had like 4 fries and 1 onion ring. and 6 glasses of water. yess.
then i worked out for an hour then dyed my hair back to dark brown bc im getting a "makeover" tomorrow. im so excited. im just going to tell them to do whateve they want, but to leave it long. i think im getting red highlights or something to that effect.
tomorrow is my last day of class, i dont think im goign today. im so bad. i havent gone in like 3 weeks. whatever i just wanna be done. less than a month to go.
this weekend is full of alcohol. not sure if im going to drink at all though. i havnet in about a month. go me.
cancun is in like 2 months uhhh yes.
i wanna crawl back into bed and distress. thats all ive been feeling lately. i dont know why. :(
thats all for now. now its time for my other sites.
saz