Feb 18, 2005 13:16
almost everybody i know is insane.
they have been concealing it with
degrees of success for a long time.
they are calm during explosions and
i can tell that they don't want to be.
i heard the craziest thing about
someone i know but i can't write it
down because that would be bad.
so here i am, in the woods.
almost everybody i know is sad.
they have been concealing it with
degrees of happiness for a long time.
they are cheeful during times of mourning
and I can tell that they don't want to be.
so here i am, in the ocean.
when things like this are going on
it seems luxurious to consider my
own responses to them. in the valley
the flames are smudges of yellow but
i still perambulate around my feelings
of horror and disbelief. i used to
live there but now i don't. now i
don't live anywhere. are you worried?
because i'm not.