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hey, so i remembered that as long as I have friends i'll never have to worry about having a girlfriend. Lucky me. 3 of 5 of the girls i've ever really liked have ultimately ended up in relationships with my good friends. and it's not like I can even try anything to win somebody over because I don't want to do that to my friends. They did it to me, so maybe the real reason is just that I'm scared out of my mind. I want to be more desirable. I don't know what I want, but I don't want this.