Sep 16, 2004 12:23
no, my period's not coming, i don't know what the fuck's w/ me. i just think of shit and get damn pissed off. i miss nyc, its so damn lovely there. i'm like a fucking outcast here, tons of fun. hahah, i think i'm nuts too, i havent seen eric who annoys the piss out of me for like a week and i kinda miss me, ugh! see, i am nuts. i just got out of bio, i hate that class, its so boring. it's like i'm back at fucking tech. and why is it i miss and still love ppl i hate that have fucked me over? i hate them, yet wish things were diffrent. lastnight i was watching the river and thinking abt the time i had a fught w/ a fucker and tried to dump him and he threw a fuckin fit and went all "i feel like hurting myself now" at that time i still loved him, just didnt want that whole distance shit so i was all aww, but i was still pissed as fuck at how manipulative he was being. theres a fuckin flag! that got me wayyyy pissed so i went back home and put on jack off jill which didnt really fit but just made me more mad. i guess this whole having nothing to do or no one to do it w/ is really getting to me. i've got way to much time to just muse abt everything and as i'm sure you all know that makes you go nuts.
love is love!
so...
sex is sex...right?
hahah nah, can't cheat my asain lover ada. we'll go to china and steal some babies.
miss you tons,
-t