i was just thinking
i'm sitting here talking to paloma and andrea and i realize how much i love them both. they make me laugh when i'm crazy pissed ready to kill someone.
ooo you know who i saw at the book store the other day...jay, not way too old for me jay, but pretty jay that used to chill at the cube. i didn't realize who he was untill after he left. he said hi and we talked a bit even tho i didnt know who the fuck he was. but then i realized... ok i never told anyone this, well maybe ada. one time we were drinking at the cube, the 1st time we met. and i got up to piss at kmart and when i got back this little girl came up to me and asked if i weanted to go out w/ her brother. i was w/ rob at the time so i didn't give it a second thought i just said no, i have a boyfriend. but then later that night i asked her so whos your brother anyway, it was jay. that to me was super cute. i kinda feel like an ass for not taking him up on the offer. jay is a beautifull man, hes like 5x better looking than anyone i've ever gone out w/ and he was super nice. considering what rob did to me i feel like a huge ass for not going for it. but i did love him. the funny thing is, i'm not sure if i regret it or not.
ooo you know who i saw at the book store the other day...jay, not way too old for me jay, but pretty jay that used to chill at the cube. i didn't realize who he was untill after he left. he said hi and we talked a bit even tho i didnt know who the fuck he was. but then i realized... ok i never told anyone this, well maybe ada. one time we were drinking at the cube, the 1st time we met. and i got up to piss at kmart and when i got back this little girl came up to me and asked if i weanted to go out w/ her brother. i was w/ rob at the time so i didn't give it a second thought i just said no, i have a boyfriend. but then later that night i asked her so whos your brother anyway, it was jay. that to me was super cute. i kinda feel like an ass for not taking him up on the offer. jay is a beautifull man, hes like 5x better looking than anyone i've ever gone out w/ and he was super nice. considering what rob did to me i feel like a huge ass for not going for it. but i did love him. the funny thing is, i'm not sure if i regret it or not.