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First off thanks Maria for the comment I am glad you put your two cents in and that really gave me the confidence to move forward. Normally I just give up the idea because I lose confidence and feel like I have no chance to go forward but with money or not, with my parents support or not, I will be transferring hopefully if I get accepted to BYU. If you read my post before like I said it isn't for Victoria it is for me and only me and my future. If I have to do it on my own I will because I know it is the right time and I am ready to be on my own. If I fail well then I fail and will start over again. The whole move is to a new better environment for me and a better chance to be able to accomplish my goals. I will fight and do my best so I will not fail and I will not give up until I have no fight left in me. Right now it looks like I will be on my own with the whole money issue so I will be getting student loans but hey once medical school is over I will be able to pay them back fast hopefully. I know what is best for me and I know this is the right move and right time. I am now 20 and its time to grow up and not constantly have to rely on my parents for help. I am not letting this chance pass me by again I already gave up $12,000 bucks that bought my jeep that would have helped cause I gave up on the idea but I can't stand it here anymore. I got my plan and some parts rely on others but everything is going to get started once that pay check comes in. Like Victoria and Lauren have said its time for me to do something for myself and well I got a shot to do it and I am going to. So if anyone is looking for an apartment for spring semester in auburn i will gladly sell you my lease. I am already behind I should have started all of this last Fall so I have to make up lost ground and fast.