My evil nasty part that hides....

[hometowngirl56]

Inside of me is an evil nasty part that comes out and makes me hurt myself. Not anything deliberate, just things like bumping my funny bone, whacking my leg on the bed frame, touching something I know is hot. It's like for a second all rational thinking stops and I watch me do this. That's how I know that its a part of me and not just an accident.

Comments

[sideshow_jenn]

I often feel the same way, Robbin. I don't physically hurt myself but I know that I sabatoge my happiness and other things. Take care. *hug*

[hometowngirl56]

Thanks Jenn...*hug*

So beautiful to me

[luvishere]

Robbin, you have such beauty. God created in you a creature who is in love with life and with tenderness. You have inner strength beyond that which you can see, and though you may not feel it at all times, it is visible to those who know and love you. You deserve more than this world has to offer. Some day, I hope to see you, in all of your true beauty...... wearing a crown of jewels, dressed in your lovely white robe, and standing before your Heavenly Father. You are loved beyond measure. Thank you for being my friend. *hugs & kisses* Love yourself. Love your creator. Love life. Live and be happy, looking toward that bright light off in the distance, for in that light comes your redemption and your reward.

Re: So beautiful to me

[hometowngirl56]

*is overwhelmed*

Thanks for the reminder...*hugs*

[moxee0501]

I sometimes wonder if I am a victim of self sabatoge too.

I agree with what Nicci said and if it helps, when I am at work and I hear my text message beep go off during times when you are usually online, I usually think "Yay, there's Robbin"

[hometowngirl56]

*smiles* You guys are great!!!! *hugs*

[xfishdirtx]

I've got scars and broken knuckles. My thing was, sometimes you need the pain to let you know your real.

Hey, how about that book on the mental projection theory?

[hometowngirl56]

hey I sent you an EZmail....