tired... yet again
man... college blows... fuckin 8:30 classes every day... my semester is gonna suck.. plus i'm here alone... dont got much friends.. i find myself wandering around.. thinking.. wtf am i doing...
waz is always busy with her studio work and stuff.. architecture is crazy... and esther is always surrounded by other guys.. haha so i'm not gonna join that. lol
my hallmates are great ppl.. but the ones i hang out with more are always going after girls.. haha so when they are with girls.. they wont have time for other ppl..
so yeah.. i'm basically alone often.. i find myself eating most meals alone in my room and such.. and just not doing much.. no sports.. no socializing.. this is sad...
i mean.. i try to call ppl often to chat but no one seems to bother to call me back.. i've called like around 10 ppl and not a single return.. kinda makes me wonder if i really do have friends.. aih..
oh well enough of my bullshit.. dont believe in this though
cuz i know other ppl are having a blast in college.. i guess i'm just stupid and slow.. takes time for me to adjust..
took me till like way into senior year to acctually begin to appreciate my high school.. quite sad..
oh well i'm fuckin tired.. freakin 2 AM and gotta wake up at 7:30..
late
-andrew
waz is always busy with her studio work and stuff.. architecture is crazy... and esther is always surrounded by other guys.. haha so i'm not gonna join that. lol
my hallmates are great ppl.. but the ones i hang out with more are always going after girls.. haha so when they are with girls.. they wont have time for other ppl..
so yeah.. i'm basically alone often.. i find myself eating most meals alone in my room and such.. and just not doing much.. no sports.. no socializing.. this is sad...
i mean.. i try to call ppl often to chat but no one seems to bother to call me back.. i've called like around 10 ppl and not a single return.. kinda makes me wonder if i really do have friends.. aih..
oh well enough of my bullshit.. dont believe in this though
cuz i know other ppl are having a blast in college.. i guess i'm just stupid and slow.. takes time for me to adjust..
took me till like way into senior year to acctually begin to appreciate my high school.. quite sad..
oh well i'm fuckin tired.. freakin 2 AM and gotta wake up at 7:30..
late
-andrew