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I have a job and am going to school, while John is stuck with no job and stressing out and I stress out over him, he then in turn stresses out . ...... oh wow, I open LJ to bitch about how John is stressing me out then low and behold , a saved draft file that begins with stressing out about John. Seriously is this a sign or am I that dense? It is Christmas night and I feel and am physically alone, sitting on a couch. John told me to drop dead because he says I was giving him attitude and when I ask what i did that was wrong that's me giving more attitude. Help? is this really a bad relationship or am I the biggest bitch in the world and doesn't even mean it?