Murmurs

[homboy]

I just realized that when my depression suddenly decides to settle in my mind, I can really stay depressed for hours but surprisingly, those thoughts that used to swirl lingeringly, dissapitated into just murmurs that I will hardly notice what they are trying to say to me when I decided to focus on them

Comments

[seaweeds]

is good that you have come to this realisation about the issue. so advance on by thinking further about what you would like to do regarding this recurring issue in your life.

[homboy]

hmm probably just drop dead and stop all the recurrences in future... I am mentally prepared when the day my last few seconds stood still and playback all my memories

[seaweeds]

death may not be the answer - what if there is life after death and death is not the end.

so how ?

[homboy]

well then let's see what this life after death will bring about

[seaweeds]

eggsaglyy .. so if even death will bring about uncertain results, don't rely on it to bring about "peace".

create peace in this life, here and now for yourself.

[homboy]

hmm sadly I am not that optimistic about "peace"...

[seaweeds]

is all in your power to change things in your life.

peace is not something external which just "floats down" - it is something worked from within and worked constantly for.

so it is up to you. nothing to be optimistic or pessimistic about. it is about decisions and effort.