Murmurs
I just realized that when my depression suddenly decides to settle in my mind, I can really stay depressed for hours but surprisingly, those thoughts that used to swirl lingeringly, dissapitated into just murmurs that I will hardly notice what they are trying to say to me when I decided to focus on them.
But why listen to those thoughts if you wondered. I mean, I know that suddenly my mind will go blank and my emotions will amplify, and all kinds of thinkings will start appearing all at once. It's kinda like an irritating fly that when you decided to catch it, this time round it just buzzed off. Previously, I will keep harping on that thought and will become emotionally unstable... However today, I can't grasped a single idea why I was suddenly down... and just drag on and on until the end of my road journey to work...
But why listen to those thoughts if you wondered. I mean, I know that suddenly my mind will go blank and my emotions will amplify, and all kinds of thinkings will start appearing all at once. It's kinda like an irritating fly that when you decided to catch it, this time round it just buzzed off. Previously, I will keep harping on that thought and will become emotionally unstable... However today, I can't grasped a single idea why I was suddenly down... and just drag on and on until the end of my road journey to work...