i'll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake.

[holymountzion]

so what am i to do?
i feel like my friend's don't want to be my friends.
i go out of my way for someone and they won't do the same for me.
i say something they don't like and it's reason for them to hate me the rest of their lives.
teenagers are fucked up.

guys aren't any better.
they make empty promises.
they're only in it for themselves.
i'm their best kept secret.

everyone is so selfish.
but i know that i am too.
there's a difference though.
i'm only selfish when it's necessary.

if that's how you want to play it.
fine.
it looks like i'm only in it for me now.
sucks for you.
you lose.

you shouldn't have done that.
you created what i now am.
maybe if you change i'll change.
but it doesn't look like it will.
so much for being happy.
because i hate being selfish.

but i'm sure you'll hate me being selfish more.
so let the selfishness being.
i'll be your biggest mistake.