I TOLD YOU CHOI SIWON LIKES MY FACE.
I. TOLD. YOU.
i just got back from Super Show 2 day 3 (only 2 shows for me though). they seriously went all out on this one. im not kidding. this post will be full of flail because i dont have to go step by step like the other one. expect random outbursts, bad grammar, and random capitalization. i havent slept in 41 hours, leave me alone.
so today i was in standing section C and it was amazing. i was in the middle of the middle row on the right, if that makes sense. basically really close to the center where they always go and run around and stuff. yes. there.
SO HAY GUYS SIWON REMEMBERED ME.
thats RIGHT. know how i said he looked at me with surprise yesterday? well today in the Man in Love remix opener, he was being all fierce with everyone else, and they were all like, running around air-punching and stuff and then they got in a big clump in the middle, and he looked over, and again, my non-asian looks and height make me extremely visible, and i swear he went from this to the bottom one of this.
IT WAS BAD, BECAUSE THATS WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM. FML.
i waved at him all quirkily because i knew he was thinking either 1.) that girl was here yesterday, or 2.) that girl was over there and now she's over here?!
omg you guys he is so cuuuute.
**SPECIAL**
so the concert was supposed to start at 4, but at like, 3:30 the lights went down and these people with guitars came out. i was like, SUJU?! i totally dont remember this. and it WASNT SUJU.
IT WAS OPPA BAND.
yeap. oppa band came to sing like 3 songs and it was filmed for mnet. JUNGMO PLAYED STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF US, STRAIGHT TO US. i was like *O* he also threw his pick at the end, it was very rockish. SO YEAH, SHINDONG YUP WAS JUST A LITLE TO THE LEFT OF US. THAT WAS SO COOL. and Seo Inyoung was there! i love her! she looked good too :D
they played 2 or 3 songs i cant remember and jungmo just loved our side of the stage or something. he was also wearing red boxers. and dont look at me like that, its not my fault his shirt kept riding up. shindong yup was very cool. it was a lot of fun and it was really special! Im so glad i went sunday too because so much stuff went down for the last seoul show. and the MBC camera followed jungmo when he played to us, so im watching next week to see if i was caught on camera lol. im excited.
anyways, back to super junior:
okay so turns out most people left their eyeliner on, which I APPROVE OF SO HARD.
vulgar time: i want hyukjaes cock. im sorry but i really do :|
you have no idea how hot that boy is at this concert. UGH.
okay i remember what i was oh-my-God-ing about. after twins, the whole 12 of them start gyrating and like, thrusting ever so slightly to the music and strip off their jackets, then throw them angrily to the ground. yyyyyyeah. and why yes, it was quite hot.
ANGELA IS STILL ONE OF THE CUTEST THINGS EVER SUJU STYLE. fake kangteuk kiss again -- so cute.
TEUK KISSES THE GIRL HE DANCES WITH IN HIS SOLO. and then they hold it there for 3 seconds and then run off stage when it gets dark. lol non-romantic reality.
you know how i said Donghae must have a nice that because he likes to touch it a lot? well same goes for the rest of them.
especially Sungmin. im telling you, if you think he isnt slutty, you are so delusional. in U he dragged his hand down from his mouth, over his chest, and straight onto the front of his crotch and kept it there rather than at his belt. and it wasnt just during U, either.
KYUHYUN IS SUCH A PRETTY GIIIIIIIRL IM NOT JOKING HES SO PRETTY I WAS SO RIGHT.
he kept coming by our section lol. i was happy. i almost touched his hand on two separate occaisions, but alas. oh well.
In Gee he hops around a lot, its hilarious because he KNOWS ALL THE MOVES but then during the no-no-no-no-no hes like bouncing like a friggin kangaroo. and then LOL so siwon RISES from the middle of the platform, right, and i totally didnt see this last time, but the only ones that arent there at first are shindong, hannie, and siwon. theyre not in drag. EXCEPT. siwon RISES from the center, in the GAYEST way you will ever see. he's in pale salmon pink pants, and his shirt is like, tied on the side like a girl and hes all like, in this cute pose and i was like WRONG. ABS. WRONG. GIRL. WHAT?! OMG THIS IS SO WRONG and then when he sings, he KISSES HIS BICEP. i want to punch him and i want to ADORE HIM FOREVER. ugh.
kangin liked our section too. HE IS SO HUGGABLE I WANT TO HUG HIIIIIIM. AND HIS SOLO OMG. it was so fun and cute and KANGIN and just really upbeat. hyuk, hae, min, teuk, come out with him halfway through and they walk up the stage (teuk is always late because of his solo right before and he has to change) and then they sing at the front and lol then kangin rips open his shirt. he's like, the joking slut. once in awhile he'll give you a taste. lololol i love him. also: hes totally not fat now. and in person, hes not really fat at all. he's juuust right haha.
Heechul sat on Hankyung's lap at the beginning of shining star. my biaaaaas.
there is lots of butt slapping. hannie to chul, chul to siwon, siwon to hyuk and donghae, donghae back to siwon, kangin to hyuk...it goes on forever.
speaking of butts, i saw Teukies again. the boy needs to 1.) stop bowing/squatting so low 2.) get a bigger shirt 3.) PULL UP HIS PANTS. but im not complaining.
back to sungmin being a slut: towards the end of the night he sat down at the stage corner, made eye contact with a girl, slowly licked his lips and then one of his fingers, and then proceeded to crawl on his hands and knees very very very slowly and push his butt up for the longest time. all this while in drag.
did i forget to tell you about the creepy quick change cover video where jessica from snsd is secretly heechul and thats revealed when seohyun walks in on her peeing standing up? yeah. that was...interesting.
PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON IS STILL HILARIOUS TO ME.
OOH OOH okay so for the KRY what if stage, yesung stood STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. like. dead center and just belted his freakin face off. it was amazing. yesung is FIERCE idk where all the fail comes from (although yes i have seen it.) he just like...ugh he was so into it, he would make this like, this "NNGH" face or whatever after everything he sang and he was ROCKING IT. ugh i fell hard for him too.
he also looked at me with the :O! face too. after the initial shock, there were a few more lookies. muhahaha i love it ♥
so in heechuls solo he goes down the center portion and takes a girls hand, sings to her, then kisses her hand.
...I WAS THAT GIRL.
lol jk.
id be dead right now if it was. but no he took this girls hand and she wasnt the best looker and it was SO UBER DUBER SWEET BECAUSE HE KISSED HER ON THE FOREHEAD INSTEAD. my heart melted.
ryeowook is srsly kind of hot irl guys, im serious. when did that happen?
i think fucktard elfs chanted only 13 in korean when henry did his violin solo for dont don. what assholes.
SO. SO. I WAS RIGHT THERE FOR DONT DON. OMG. IT WAS SO EPIC. IT WAS SOOOOOOOO EPIIIIIIIIIC. FIRST HAE IS ON MY SIDE, RIGHT? (yes this part will be in all caps, save this section) AND ITS HAE, CHUL, WONFACE, UH....EETEUK? AND MIN I THINK. THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE ITS HYUK, HANNIE, AND I THINK SHINDONG IDK I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION BECAUSE HYUK LOOKED LIKE A GOD AND HANNIE CAME OUT IN A BLACK MOUTH MASK LIKE HEECHUL ONLY WITHOUT HIS THING AND WITH HIS BLONDE HAIR AND HIS RIPPED WIFEBEATER IT WAS JUST A COMBINATION TO MAKE YOU FOAM AT THE MOUTH, WHICH I MAY HAVE DONE.
SO THEN THEY WALK TOWARDS EACH OTHER ALL INTENSELY AND FIRST HANCHUL GET IN EACH OTHERS FACES AND ITS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A FIC, THEY ARE SO CLOSE AND THEN THEY TILT THEIR HEADS AND SNARL AT EACH OTHER AND LASDUFALSFJKLSK. THEN ITS EUNHAES TURN AND THEY GET PHYSICAL, THEYRE LIKE PUSHING THEIR CHESTS TOGETHER ALL ANGRILY...OMG IT WAS LIKE SEX ON THE STAGE OR SOMETHING, YOU GUYS. OTPS ALL OVER THE FUCKIN HOUSE.
AND THEN FOR THE DANCE BREAK EUNHAE ARE SERIOUSLY GOING AT IT, THEYRE THROWING (FAKE) PUNCHES, HAE KICKS HYUK IN THE CHEST, ITS RIDICULOUS. THEY DO MOST OF DONT DONT RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME AND THEN GO TO THE MAIN STAGE AND MIN ROCKS. THAT. SHIT. OUT. HE'S THROWING AND PUNCHING AND HEADBANGING AND HE WAS JUST BLOWING EVERYONE ELSE AWAY. ASLDKJFALSJF. REMEMBERIIIIING.
side note: the lights on that is enough to give someone a seizure.
neorago remix is so badass, i know i said it before but ITS SO BADASS.
ultimate OT3 on stage during...some song or another doing this weird dance thing to each other. donghae crashes it. its adorable, i love them
i think hyuk licks himself at some point, i cant remember, it may have been during sorry sorry.
OOOH THAT REMINDS ME. INTRODUCTIONS.
so these are amazing. one by one. age order cuz i cant remember the show one.
Leeteuk: he goes last, of course. he does this weird thrust shimmy dance across the stage which is awesome and he manages to look good doing it. the members also all crowd up in his way and then thoroughly molest him as he tries not to giggle. he's so...eeteuk. lol he also pulls up his shirt. he's kind of ripped, you u guys.
Heechul: he goes first. he waltzes out like the princess he is and says WHO AM I? to which we scream KIM HEECHUL and he does it three times all diva and badass and it was cool.
Hangeng: you remember how i said the boy likes thrusting? mhm well yes, he still does. he sluts it up out of the line, and then thrusts U style (without going around, but the hand there, etc) slowly to the time of the beat. then the music stops abrubtly and he whispers "hankyung imnida" all sexily and the crowd EXPLODES. both times. because until now everyone just says their name. his was like barely audible lol.
Yesung: he was cool Saturday night, legit danced, but Sunday he did this weird...wiggly...thing? it was very yesung lol. ilhsm.
Kangin: LOL SO KANGIN WENT MORE ALL OUT ON SATURDAY. what he does for both introductions is uncaps his bottle of water, pours it over his arm, and then licks it off. no joke. and then, saturday, he poured it all over his chest and other arm too. i know, right? and then sunday he threw it at the audience lolol.
Shindong: shindong comes out and starts dancing all like, seriously, and then the music stops and goes into this crazy weird music and he goes all XD and starts acting all charleston-y.
Sungmin: to be honest i cant remember what he does lol. i believe he dances. maybe.
Eunhyuk: I REMEMBER WHAT HE DOES. he comes out smirking a little bit, and there's this towel tucked into the bottom of his vest in front of his pants, and he starts STRIPPING IT OUT, rolling his hips and pulling it around his neck and then he throws it into the crowd. i want that towel.
Donghae: i remember what donghae does, he goes and bends down to the crowd and kisses a girls hand :D its so cute. at least thats what he did sunday :3
Siwon: Siwon dork dances lol. yes its adorable, yes he's becoming my bias, leave me alone.
Ryeowook: i cant remember :(
Kibum: was not present >:(
Kyuhyun: oh God i love him. on saturday he danced SUPER DORKY, like the FINGER DANCE and stuff. it was SO BAD. sunday was better, he tried a little bit more lol. also both days he said "kyuhyun ibnida" and everyone flipped a shit because of the intimate note lolz. he is too adorable.
kyuhyun knows one dance move: its the box step. he LOVES his little box step. he did it in front of us for like, 5 minutes straight. THATS ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO DO. ITS SO PRECIOUS.
Our Love is probably the cutest thing ever. they sit there and just sing and play around. Kyuhyun falls off the steps and gets kicked pitifully, kangteuk kissing, eunmin kissing, lots of touching and cheek kisses, people push people, people push yesung, yesung pushes people, and when kyuhyun stands up to sing, shindong unbuttons his vest and everyone tries to pull up his shirt. on saturday he laughed straight into the mic. CUTEST THING EVER. lol they do it to donghae a lot too. but bb may have arms of sex, but he let his tum tum go :( well, he's still thin, its just not toned or anything. but yesung TOTALLY SHOVED HIS MIC INTO HIS BELLYBUTTON?! it was super weird lol and donghae giggled into the mic before hitting him. yesung also disrupted the kangteuk singing before the "kiss" by touching eeteuks upper lip area XD like the CREEPY WEIRD PERSON HE IS. idgi. and then i LOVE how every time "mal ieyo" comes up, they point at siwon/make him stand up/he sings it. its SO CUTE. and hes just like -___-;; yup. its adorable. alsdkjf.
I forgot, in donghae's solo, he has this camera attached to the screen, and in the middle of it he picks up the camera and CAMWHORES and its the cutest thing ever, and then he takes vid of the fans, and then holds it up and goes in front of the fans, and on saturday i watched it more than i did on sunday, and let me tell you the shot he got was amazing, it was a billion people cheering behind him and his face was so happy and it was all black and white and OMG MY HEART DIED because he is such a SWEETHEART and i know that he's going to keep these videos forever and just watch them and the LOVE FOR HIM. THE LOVE. also, the eunhae was amazing.
one of the quick change videos had this random older korean guy with his face hidden looking at all these suju things, like picture albums and things and then the tv would show slow mo of them winning inkigayo/sorry sorry stages, and then a picture of heechul with a fan started moving and they were laughing, and it was like, SO FREAKING SWEET and also SAD cuz its like the FUTURE OMGGGG. and then he put up a poster of them and it was just alksdjfa. everyone freaked out when it showed a shot of the first album. it was cute ♥
i swear, Super Attack pwns my SOUL. its basically Yesung, Donghae, Hankyung, Siwon, and Leeteuk in torn wife beaters in the pouring rain with cuts and stuff and they give some serious ass-kickings. its the opener to Dont Don. Yesung walks up to this guy, who pulls back and just punches him straight in the face. Yesung straightens up and spits out blood, and then SMIRKS AND OH MY GOD IT WAS JUST SO PERFECT I LOVE HIM FOREVER. SO BADASS. and then he SMASHES into him and the guy goes down and its ON. hannie jumps on a guy he kicks down and just starts hitting him over and over and over and for some reason its REALLY HOT. siwon gives quite the beat down of course. DONGHAE KICKS A GUY IN THE CHEST ALL OSMLY and then straightens up and its just like *TOTALLY BADASS*. Leeteuk gets ganged up on but gets them all of course, but is it totally weird that really attractive, wet men in tattered clothing getting bloodied up is hot to me? maybe its that guys being very guy-ish thing. regardless:
SUPER. ATTACK. PWNS. MY. SOUL.
I LOVE ZHOU MI.
he is like a giant smile and i want to HUG HIM. guh you have no freakin idea i watched him the most in the Me performance, and thats saying something, with all my favorites in SJM.
HENRY MAKES ME LOL because he's so CHILLAX. hes just so like...that easy sort of cool, and idc if boy has cute cheeks, he has grown up and he is looking good. has been hittin that gym. and he is just all *CHILL* in the performances and im like henry, you are so cool. you're like an icicle, baby-- okay im going to stop before i get retarded.
Hannie cried when saying goodbye in chinese. i think he loves korea more than he knows.
THE ANIMAL PARODY IS SO ON SPOT. ESPECIALLY THE KYUHYUN GAMING THING. AND THE GRUMPY AND THE DARK EYE CIRCLES AND THE PIMPLES LOLOLOLOLOL. THEY DREW A MILLION PIMPLES ON HIM. then pulled him out by his armpit hair. i dont understand korea sumx.
okay lol so HEECHUL. is really like this in real life. you know all the portrayals of him being imperious and fabulous and such? yeah thats what hes like. because okay so during the animal runaround, Circus, they all have hats of their animals (SIWONS IS HUGE AND KEEPS FALLING OFF WTF DANGER TO YOURSELF BOY.) (HANNIES IS HUGE TOO.) and haha Eeteuk tried to stick his polar bear backpack in his dinosaur hat's mouth but it wouldnt stay, so he threw it out to some lucky fans. but anyways HEECHUL was running around with his animal flag, because they all have one, right? but its paper, i know, because i have like 20 of them. and so hes running up the isle to our branch of the stage and hes smiling at fans and waving it and stuff and then he looks at the steps as hes going up, looks back again, and his flag is GONE. theres like an itty bitty triangle slice of it near the tip, but the rest just got annihilated. it caught on something i think, because i dont think the fans were grabbing for it, but lol you guys. his. FACE.
he was SO UPSET. he like stared at what was left of his flag, then looked up and around to see if anyone saw it, then just STARED at it again, and you could tell the storm was raging inside. he literally just stopped. and stared at it. and then he goes up the steps still looking at it like demanding it to repair itself, and then shindong is passing, and he just STICKS it out at him, like "ITS GONE." and shindong looks at it, then kind of lols at him, and heechul is like *UNAMUSED* he was SO UNHAPPY you guys it was like the best moment of my life. i love him and his face. ugh. my princess. ♥
Sunny in drag!
DANCING OUT WAS SO FUN. and then today KYU came by and the little like, idk it looks like a bird thing where they push their arms down, then up, then alternate down and up as they go in a circle. its on the dvd and donghae does it, watch it. its like my most favorite part ever and he did that RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ALKDJFALS. LOVING IT. ♥ING IT.
at the end, each time they were like talking about kibum, and there was someone each time that had a kibum picture, so one of them would go get it, and theyd be like oh, kibum yadda yadda this and that and then they were like DO YOU WANT KIBUM? and then we'd freak out, and theyd be like AWW HES NOT HERE WHOOPS. and then they did it again and so we freaked out MORE but then HEECHUL comes out with the picture in front of his face and is like "KIBUM IBNIDAAAAAA" and then he would introduce himself as him and imitate his laugh and smile it was funny lol. his impression has worsened though XD maybe out of practice.
Wonder Boy was really fun, but what was even more fun was HAPPINESS. they come out after an encore call and this time, they have squirt guns. first they squirt each other, then they squirt the audience. saturday i didnt really get hit because i had accidentally moved because they did one encore, which was the zoo animal thing, then i was like okay one encore, thats generally what happens then it ends, but i was wrooooong. but i was still really close. just not in the spray zone.
so sunday kangin wanders by and soaks us, so does min and kyu and yesung, and wonface and just about everyone and lol then people who had water bottles started FIRING BACK and it was this huge water fight, fans soaking the members, members shooting straight into a pit of fans -- it was awesome. i felt so complete. im not even joking. it was like just spending fun, stupid, silly, quality time with people you love, which is what it was. i was so overwhelmed by that. we were just playing together. thats all. it was....beyond amazing. beyond words.
all i could ever have asked for. just playing with. Super. Junior. ♥♥♥
after the thank yous, since they travel the entire stadium, going all out at the last fall show, they come by us and Yesung has this bubble thingy he jacked from a fan i think. it sprays snow-like foam. he just DOUSED us with it in the small crowd i was in in our section. it was so much fun and it just felt so...close, spending intimate bits of time like that with one or two members. like when he sang What If in front of us? that was intimate. and he just looked over all of us and our faces, just taking in who we were and...its just such an indescribable feeling. like youre being read, from both parties. just seeing each other, plain and uninhibited. i..cant describe how pure and deep it feels. an idol and a fans relationship is really something so complex and uncharted but so, so loyal and true and honest. its just love.
okay now we are going into personal accomplishment times.
siwon REALLY likes pouring water on himself at the end. mix that with a white t-shirt, chocolate abs, and black eyeliner. mmmmmmmmmmm. then take wet, hot siwon, put him a few people away from jessica, on one knee as thank yous and random things are being said.
heres what went down: so throughout the concert we make eye contact at different moments, songs, just a little haha hi there thing. its really cute. i think he was curious about me, because...idk its going to sound cheesy no matter how i phrase it, but it felt like this weird understanding or just this thing between us? because he saw me yesterday and he saw me again and the crazy black american girl in the crowd is just something youre going to remember over the asian girl with glasses in an unbiased sense, because theres a lot of those. but im not saying OH SIWON AND I GET EACH OTHER it was just like when you see a white guy in a foreign country and you guys just kind of like, look at each other. and like, recognize each other. anyways, he would look at me from time to time. thats the point here.
so THEN, he's there on one knee and he looks over and i look over and we catch eyes. he gives me a little acknowledgement smile and i wave back at him like :3 because im like hai shiwoooon. and then he kind of quirks/inclines his head, and sort of insinuates asking where im from/what im doing here/how i even got here/how i know them, and i hold up my dinky, now slightly smudged sign that has an american flag, a giant heart, then SJ on it (i have pictures). his eyebrows go OFF HIS FACE (\o/) and he looks at me like "really?" and i nod and smile again and he GRINS AT ME in a OMGYAY way and OMG SO CUTE LAKSDJF and then i point at myself, make a heart, then point at him, and he nods and chuckles.
one of the best non-conversations of my life, let me tell you.
okay other people i made eye contact with:
Yesung: baahaha boy looked thrown off too. he kind of just looked at me like "oh?" and then that went on the rest of the night. he waved back when i waved ^___^
Kyuhyun: he stood in front of us for like 10 freakin songs, and he waved also. hes such a dork.
Sungmin: eye contaaaact
Eeteuk: eye contact/wave! :)
Hannie: OKAY HE LOOKED AT ME WITH THIS PUPPY EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE LIKE OH MY GOD ITS A FOREIGNER. there was this weird, sort of I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, YOU NON-KOREAN PERSON IN KOREAN feel to him and it was the cutest thing ever omg ilhsm. i feel you, hannie. *ghetto sign*
Kangin: lol he just had his adorable half-moon eyes smile going on, he was so cute.
Eunhyuk: eye contact, yay. boy was freakin hot.
MORE THINGS I FORGOT:
EUNHAE. OMG. OKAY SO DONGHAE WAS SINGING AND EUNHYUK COMES UP AND GRABS HIS SHIRT AND SINKS DOWN TO HIS KNEES AND KIND OF MESSES AROUND WITH HIM, AND THEN HE REACHES UP AND GRABS HIS SHOULDER AND DONGHAE GRABS HIS SHIRT AND THEN THEY SWITCH, HYUK PULLS HIM DOWN, DONGHAE BRINGS HIM UP, AND OMG IT WAS LIKE WATCHING PORN WITHOUT THE ACTION. GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I SCREAMED MY FACE OFF.
SIWON! at the end they made hannie talk in chinese, sungmin in japanese, and then siwon in english! God i love him so much. he was like "Uh...Thank you everyone for coming, we really love you and appreciate it" or something along the lines of that. IT WAS SO CUTE. AND I WAS EXCITED THAT HE WAS THE ONE THAT DID THE ENGLISH. omg hes becoming my bias so much.
i just got back from Super Show 2 day 3 (only 2 shows for me though). they seriously went all out on this one. im not kidding. this post will be full of flail because i dont have to go step by step like the other one. expect random outbursts, bad grammar, and random capitalization. i havent slept in 41 hours, leave me alone.
so today i was in standing section C and it was amazing. i was in the middle of the middle row on the right, if that makes sense. basically really close to the center where they always go and run around and stuff. yes. there.
SO HAY GUYS SIWON REMEMBERED ME.
thats RIGHT. know how i said he looked at me with surprise yesterday? well today in the Man in Love remix opener, he was being all fierce with everyone else, and they were all like, running around air-punching and stuff and then they got in a big clump in the middle, and he looked over, and again, my non-asian looks and height make me extremely visible, and i swear he went from this to the bottom one of this.
IT WAS BAD, BECAUSE THATS WHEN I FELL IN LOVE WITH HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM. FML.
i waved at him all quirkily because i knew he was thinking either 1.) that girl was here yesterday, or 2.) that girl was over there and now she's over here?!
omg you guys he is so cuuuute.
**SPECIAL**
so the concert was supposed to start at 4, but at like, 3:30 the lights went down and these people with guitars came out. i was like, SUJU?! i totally dont remember this. and it WASNT SUJU.
IT WAS OPPA BAND.
yeap. oppa band came to sing like 3 songs and it was filmed for mnet. JUNGMO PLAYED STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF US, STRAIGHT TO US. i was like *O* he also threw his pick at the end, it was very rockish. SO YEAH, SHINDONG YUP WAS JUST A LITLE TO THE LEFT OF US. THAT WAS SO COOL. and Seo Inyoung was there! i love her! she looked good too :D
they played 2 or 3 songs i cant remember and jungmo just loved our side of the stage or something. he was also wearing red boxers. and dont look at me like that, its not my fault his shirt kept riding up. shindong yup was very cool. it was a lot of fun and it was really special! Im so glad i went sunday too because so much stuff went down for the last seoul show. and the MBC camera followed jungmo when he played to us, so im watching next week to see if i was caught on camera lol. im excited.
anyways, back to super junior:
okay so turns out most people left their eyeliner on, which I APPROVE OF SO HARD.
vulgar time: i want hyukjaes cock. im sorry but i really do :|
you have no idea how hot that boy is at this concert. UGH.
okay i remember what i was oh-my-God-ing about. after twins, the whole 12 of them start gyrating and like, thrusting ever so slightly to the music and strip off their jackets, then throw them angrily to the ground. yyyyyyeah. and why yes, it was quite hot.
ANGELA IS STILL ONE OF THE CUTEST THINGS EVER SUJU STYLE. fake kangteuk kiss again -- so cute.
TEUK KISSES THE GIRL HE DANCES WITH IN HIS SOLO. and then they hold it there for 3 seconds and then run off stage when it gets dark. lol non-romantic reality.
you know how i said Donghae must have a nice that because he likes to touch it a lot? well same goes for the rest of them.
especially Sungmin. im telling you, if you think he isnt slutty, you are so delusional. in U he dragged his hand down from his mouth, over his chest, and straight onto the front of his crotch and kept it there rather than at his belt. and it wasnt just during U, either.
KYUHYUN IS SUCH A PRETTY GIIIIIIIRL IM NOT JOKING HES SO PRETTY I WAS SO RIGHT.
he kept coming by our section lol. i was happy. i almost touched his hand on two separate occaisions, but alas. oh well.
In Gee he hops around a lot, its hilarious because he KNOWS ALL THE MOVES but then during the no-no-no-no-no hes like bouncing like a friggin kangaroo. and then LOL so siwon RISES from the middle of the platform, right, and i totally didnt see this last time, but the only ones that arent there at first are shindong, hannie, and siwon. theyre not in drag. EXCEPT. siwon RISES from the center, in the GAYEST way you will ever see. he's in pale salmon pink pants, and his shirt is like, tied on the side like a girl and hes all like, in this cute pose and i was like WRONG. ABS. WRONG. GIRL. WHAT?! OMG THIS IS SO WRONG and then when he sings, he KISSES HIS BICEP. i want to punch him and i want to ADORE HIM FOREVER. ugh.
kangin liked our section too. HE IS SO HUGGABLE I WANT TO HUG HIIIIIIM. AND HIS SOLO OMG. it was so fun and cute and KANGIN and just really upbeat. hyuk, hae, min, teuk, come out with him halfway through and they walk up the stage (teuk is always late because of his solo right before and he has to change) and then they sing at the front and lol then kangin rips open his shirt. he's like, the joking slut. once in awhile he'll give you a taste. lololol i love him. also: hes totally not fat now. and in person, hes not really fat at all. he's juuust right haha.
Heechul sat on Hankyung's lap at the beginning of shining star. my biaaaaas.
there is lots of butt slapping. hannie to chul, chul to siwon, siwon to hyuk and donghae, donghae back to siwon, kangin to hyuk...it goes on forever.
speaking of butts, i saw Teukies again. the boy needs to 1.) stop bowing/squatting so low 2.) get a bigger shirt 3.) PULL UP HIS PANTS. but im not complaining.
back to sungmin being a slut: towards the end of the night he sat down at the stage corner, made eye contact with a girl, slowly licked his lips and then one of his fingers, and then proceeded to crawl on his hands and knees very very very slowly and push his butt up for the longest time. all this while in drag.
did i forget to tell you about the creepy quick change cover video where jessica from snsd is secretly heechul and thats revealed when seohyun walks in on her peeing standing up? yeah. that was...interesting.
PUFF THE MAGIC DRAGON IS STILL HILARIOUS TO ME.
OOH OOH okay so for the KRY what if stage, yesung stood STRAIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. like. dead center and just belted his freakin face off. it was amazing. yesung is FIERCE idk where all the fail comes from (although yes i have seen it.) he just like...ugh he was so into it, he would make this like, this "NNGH" face or whatever after everything he sang and he was ROCKING IT. ugh i fell hard for him too.
he also looked at me with the :O! face too. after the initial shock, there were a few more lookies. muhahaha i love it ♥
so in heechuls solo he goes down the center portion and takes a girls hand, sings to her, then kisses her hand.
...I WAS THAT GIRL.
lol jk.
id be dead right now if it was. but no he took this girls hand and she wasnt the best looker and it was SO UBER DUBER SWEET BECAUSE HE KISSED HER ON THE FOREHEAD INSTEAD. my heart melted.
ryeowook is srsly kind of hot irl guys, im serious. when did that happen?
i think fucktard elfs chanted only 13 in korean when henry did his violin solo for dont don. what assholes.
SO. SO. I WAS RIGHT THERE FOR DONT DON. OMG. IT WAS SO EPIC. IT WAS SOOOOOOOO EPIIIIIIIIIC. FIRST HAE IS ON MY SIDE, RIGHT? (yes this part will be in all caps, save this section) AND ITS HAE, CHUL, WONFACE, UH....EETEUK? AND MIN I THINK. THEN ON THE OTHER SIDE ITS HYUK, HANNIE, AND I THINK SHINDONG IDK I WASNT PAYING ATTENTION BECAUSE HYUK LOOKED LIKE A GOD AND HANNIE CAME OUT IN A BLACK MOUTH MASK LIKE HEECHUL ONLY WITHOUT HIS THING AND WITH HIS BLONDE HAIR AND HIS RIPPED WIFEBEATER IT WAS JUST A COMBINATION TO MAKE YOU FOAM AT THE MOUTH, WHICH I MAY HAVE DONE.
SO THEN THEY WALK TOWARDS EACH OTHER ALL INTENSELY AND FIRST HANCHUL GET IN EACH OTHERS FACES AND ITS EVERYTHING I WANTED IN A FIC, THEY ARE SO CLOSE AND THEN THEY TILT THEIR HEADS AND SNARL AT EACH OTHER AND LASDUFALSFJKLSK. THEN ITS EUNHAES TURN AND THEY GET PHYSICAL, THEYRE LIKE PUSHING THEIR CHESTS TOGETHER ALL ANGRILY...OMG IT WAS LIKE SEX ON THE STAGE OR SOMETHING, YOU GUYS. OTPS ALL OVER THE FUCKIN HOUSE.
AND THEN FOR THE DANCE BREAK EUNHAE ARE SERIOUSLY GOING AT IT, THEYRE THROWING (FAKE) PUNCHES, HAE KICKS HYUK IN THE CHEST, ITS RIDICULOUS. THEY DO MOST OF DONT DONT RIGHT THERE IN FRONT OF ME AND THEN GO TO THE MAIN STAGE AND MIN ROCKS. THAT. SHIT. OUT. HE'S THROWING AND PUNCHING AND HEADBANGING AND HE WAS JUST BLOWING EVERYONE ELSE AWAY. ASLDKJFALSJF. REMEMBERIIIIING.
side note: the lights on that is enough to give someone a seizure.
neorago remix is so badass, i know i said it before but ITS SO BADASS.
ultimate OT3 on stage during...some song or another doing this weird dance thing to each other. donghae crashes it. its adorable, i love them
i think hyuk licks himself at some point, i cant remember, it may have been during sorry sorry.
OOOH THAT REMINDS ME. INTRODUCTIONS.
so these are amazing. one by one. age order cuz i cant remember the show one.
Leeteuk: he goes last, of course. he does this weird thrust shimmy dance across the stage which is awesome and he manages to look good doing it. the members also all crowd up in his way and then thoroughly molest him as he tries not to giggle. he's so...eeteuk. lol he also pulls up his shirt. he's kind of ripped, you u guys.
Heechul: he goes first. he waltzes out like the princess he is and says WHO AM I? to which we scream KIM HEECHUL and he does it three times all diva and badass and it was cool.
Hangeng: you remember how i said the boy likes thrusting? mhm well yes, he still does. he sluts it up out of the line, and then thrusts U style (without going around, but the hand there, etc) slowly to the time of the beat. then the music stops abrubtly and he whispers "hankyung imnida" all sexily and the crowd EXPLODES. both times. because until now everyone just says their name. his was like barely audible lol.
Yesung: he was cool Saturday night, legit danced, but Sunday he did this weird...wiggly...thing? it was very yesung lol. ilhsm.
Kangin: LOL SO KANGIN WENT MORE ALL OUT ON SATURDAY. what he does for both introductions is uncaps his bottle of water, pours it over his arm, and then licks it off. no joke. and then, saturday, he poured it all over his chest and other arm too. i know, right? and then sunday he threw it at the audience lolol.
Shindong: shindong comes out and starts dancing all like, seriously, and then the music stops and goes into this crazy weird music and he goes all XD and starts acting all charleston-y.
Sungmin: to be honest i cant remember what he does lol. i believe he dances. maybe.
Eunhyuk: I REMEMBER WHAT HE DOES. he comes out smirking a little bit, and there's this towel tucked into the bottom of his vest in front of his pants, and he starts STRIPPING IT OUT, rolling his hips and pulling it around his neck and then he throws it into the crowd. i want that towel.
Donghae: i remember what donghae does, he goes and bends down to the crowd and kisses a girls hand :D its so cute. at least thats what he did sunday :3
Siwon: Siwon dork dances lol. yes its adorable, yes he's becoming my bias, leave me alone.
Ryeowook: i cant remember :(
Kibum: was not present >:(
Kyuhyun: oh God i love him. on saturday he danced SUPER DORKY, like the FINGER DANCE and stuff. it was SO BAD. sunday was better, he tried a little bit more lol. also both days he said "kyuhyun ibnida" and everyone flipped a shit because of the intimate note lolz. he is too adorable.
kyuhyun knows one dance move: its the box step. he LOVES his little box step. he did it in front of us for like, 5 minutes straight. THATS ALL HE KNOWS HOW TO DO. ITS SO PRECIOUS.
Our Love is probably the cutest thing ever. they sit there and just sing and play around. Kyuhyun falls off the steps and gets kicked pitifully, kangteuk kissing, eunmin kissing, lots of touching and cheek kisses, people push people, people push yesung, yesung pushes people, and when kyuhyun stands up to sing, shindong unbuttons his vest and everyone tries to pull up his shirt. on saturday he laughed straight into the mic. CUTEST THING EVER. lol they do it to donghae a lot too. but bb may have arms of sex, but he let his tum tum go :( well, he's still thin, its just not toned or anything. but yesung TOTALLY SHOVED HIS MIC INTO HIS BELLYBUTTON?! it was super weird lol and donghae giggled into the mic before hitting him. yesung also disrupted the kangteuk singing before the "kiss" by touching eeteuks upper lip area XD like the CREEPY WEIRD PERSON HE IS. idgi. and then i LOVE how every time "mal ieyo" comes up, they point at siwon/make him stand up/he sings it. its SO CUTE. and hes just like -___-;; yup. its adorable. alsdkjf.
I forgot, in donghae's solo, he has this camera attached to the screen, and in the middle of it he picks up the camera and CAMWHORES and its the cutest thing ever, and then he takes vid of the fans, and then holds it up and goes in front of the fans, and on saturday i watched it more than i did on sunday, and let me tell you the shot he got was amazing, it was a billion people cheering behind him and his face was so happy and it was all black and white and OMG MY HEART DIED because he is such a SWEETHEART and i know that he's going to keep these videos forever and just watch them and the LOVE FOR HIM. THE LOVE. also, the eunhae was amazing.
one of the quick change videos had this random older korean guy with his face hidden looking at all these suju things, like picture albums and things and then the tv would show slow mo of them winning inkigayo/sorry sorry stages, and then a picture of heechul with a fan started moving and they were laughing, and it was like, SO FREAKING SWEET and also SAD cuz its like the FUTURE OMGGGG. and then he put up a poster of them and it was just alksdjfa. everyone freaked out when it showed a shot of the first album. it was cute ♥
i swear, Super Attack pwns my SOUL. its basically Yesung, Donghae, Hankyung, Siwon, and Leeteuk in torn wife beaters in the pouring rain with cuts and stuff and they give some serious ass-kickings. its the opener to Dont Don. Yesung walks up to this guy, who pulls back and just punches him straight in the face. Yesung straightens up and spits out blood, and then SMIRKS AND OH MY GOD IT WAS JUST SO PERFECT I LOVE HIM FOREVER. SO BADASS. and then he SMASHES into him and the guy goes down and its ON. hannie jumps on a guy he kicks down and just starts hitting him over and over and over and for some reason its REALLY HOT. siwon gives quite the beat down of course. DONGHAE KICKS A GUY IN THE CHEST ALL OSMLY and then straightens up and its just like *TOTALLY BADASS*. Leeteuk gets ganged up on but gets them all of course, but is it totally weird that really attractive, wet men in tattered clothing getting bloodied up is hot to me? maybe its that guys being very guy-ish thing. regardless:
SUPER. ATTACK. PWNS. MY. SOUL.
I LOVE ZHOU MI.
he is like a giant smile and i want to HUG HIM. guh you have no freakin idea i watched him the most in the Me performance, and thats saying something, with all my favorites in SJM.
HENRY MAKES ME LOL because he's so CHILLAX. hes just so like...that easy sort of cool, and idc if boy has cute cheeks, he has grown up and he is looking good. has been hittin that gym. and he is just all *CHILL* in the performances and im like henry, you are so cool. you're like an icicle, baby-- okay im going to stop before i get retarded.
Hannie cried when saying goodbye in chinese. i think he loves korea more than he knows.
THE ANIMAL PARODY IS SO ON SPOT. ESPECIALLY THE KYUHYUN GAMING THING. AND THE GRUMPY AND THE DARK EYE CIRCLES AND THE PIMPLES LOLOLOLOLOL. THEY DREW A MILLION PIMPLES ON HIM. then pulled him out by his armpit hair. i dont understand korea sumx.
okay lol so HEECHUL. is really like this in real life. you know all the portrayals of him being imperious and fabulous and such? yeah thats what hes like. because okay so during the animal runaround, Circus, they all have hats of their animals (SIWONS IS HUGE AND KEEPS FALLING OFF WTF DANGER TO YOURSELF BOY.) (HANNIES IS HUGE TOO.) and haha Eeteuk tried to stick his polar bear backpack in his dinosaur hat's mouth but it wouldnt stay, so he threw it out to some lucky fans. but anyways HEECHUL was running around with his animal flag, because they all have one, right? but its paper, i know, because i have like 20 of them. and so hes running up the isle to our branch of the stage and hes smiling at fans and waving it and stuff and then he looks at the steps as hes going up, looks back again, and his flag is GONE. theres like an itty bitty triangle slice of it near the tip, but the rest just got annihilated. it caught on something i think, because i dont think the fans were grabbing for it, but lol you guys. his. FACE.
he was SO UPSET. he like stared at what was left of his flag, then looked up and around to see if anyone saw it, then just STARED at it again, and you could tell the storm was raging inside. he literally just stopped. and stared at it. and then he goes up the steps still looking at it like demanding it to repair itself, and then shindong is passing, and he just STICKS it out at him, like "ITS GONE." and shindong looks at it, then kind of lols at him, and heechul is like *UNAMUSED* he was SO UNHAPPY you guys it was like the best moment of my life. i love him and his face. ugh. my princess. ♥
Sunny in drag!
DANCING OUT WAS SO FUN. and then today KYU came by and the little like, idk it looks like a bird thing where they push their arms down, then up, then alternate down and up as they go in a circle. its on the dvd and donghae does it, watch it. its like my most favorite part ever and he did that RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME ALKDJFALS. LOVING IT. ♥ING IT.
at the end, each time they were like talking about kibum, and there was someone each time that had a kibum picture, so one of them would go get it, and theyd be like oh, kibum yadda yadda this and that and then they were like DO YOU WANT KIBUM? and then we'd freak out, and theyd be like AWW HES NOT HERE WHOOPS. and then they did it again and so we freaked out MORE but then HEECHUL comes out with the picture in front of his face and is like "KIBUM IBNIDAAAAAA" and then he would introduce himself as him and imitate his laugh and smile it was funny lol. his impression has worsened though XD maybe out of practice.
Wonder Boy was really fun, but what was even more fun was HAPPINESS. they come out after an encore call and this time, they have squirt guns. first they squirt each other, then they squirt the audience. saturday i didnt really get hit because i had accidentally moved because they did one encore, which was the zoo animal thing, then i was like okay one encore, thats generally what happens then it ends, but i was wrooooong. but i was still really close. just not in the spray zone.
so sunday kangin wanders by and soaks us, so does min and kyu and yesung, and wonface and just about everyone and lol then people who had water bottles started FIRING BACK and it was this huge water fight, fans soaking the members, members shooting straight into a pit of fans -- it was awesome. i felt so complete. im not even joking. it was like just spending fun, stupid, silly, quality time with people you love, which is what it was. i was so overwhelmed by that. we were just playing together. thats all. it was....beyond amazing. beyond words.
all i could ever have asked for. just playing with. Super. Junior. ♥♥♥
after the thank yous, since they travel the entire stadium, going all out at the last fall show, they come by us and Yesung has this bubble thingy he jacked from a fan i think. it sprays snow-like foam. he just DOUSED us with it in the small crowd i was in in our section. it was so much fun and it just felt so...close, spending intimate bits of time like that with one or two members. like when he sang What If in front of us? that was intimate. and he just looked over all of us and our faces, just taking in who we were and...its just such an indescribable feeling. like youre being read, from both parties. just seeing each other, plain and uninhibited. i..cant describe how pure and deep it feels. an idol and a fans relationship is really something so complex and uncharted but so, so loyal and true and honest. its just love.
okay now we are going into personal accomplishment times.
siwon REALLY likes pouring water on himself at the end. mix that with a white t-shirt, chocolate abs, and black eyeliner. mmmmmmmmmmm. then take wet, hot siwon, put him a few people away from jessica, on one knee as thank yous and random things are being said.
heres what went down: so throughout the concert we make eye contact at different moments, songs, just a little haha hi there thing. its really cute. i think he was curious about me, because...idk its going to sound cheesy no matter how i phrase it, but it felt like this weird understanding or just this thing between us? because he saw me yesterday and he saw me again and the crazy black american girl in the crowd is just something youre going to remember over the asian girl with glasses in an unbiased sense, because theres a lot of those. but im not saying OH SIWON AND I GET EACH OTHER it was just like when you see a white guy in a foreign country and you guys just kind of like, look at each other. and like, recognize each other. anyways, he would look at me from time to time. thats the point here.
so THEN, he's there on one knee and he looks over and i look over and we catch eyes. he gives me a little acknowledgement smile and i wave back at him like :3 because im like hai shiwoooon. and then he kind of quirks/inclines his head, and sort of insinuates asking where im from/what im doing here/how i even got here/how i know them, and i hold up my dinky, now slightly smudged sign that has an american flag, a giant heart, then SJ on it (i have pictures). his eyebrows go OFF HIS FACE (\o/) and he looks at me like "really?" and i nod and smile again and he GRINS AT ME in a OMGYAY way and OMG SO CUTE LAKSDJF and then i point at myself, make a heart, then point at him, and he nods and chuckles.
one of the best non-conversations of my life, let me tell you.
okay other people i made eye contact with:
Yesung: baahaha boy looked thrown off too. he kind of just looked at me like "oh?" and then that went on the rest of the night. he waved back when i waved ^___^
Kyuhyun: he stood in front of us for like 10 freakin songs, and he waved also. hes such a dork.
Sungmin: eye contaaaact
Eeteuk: eye contact/wave! :)
Hannie: OKAY HE LOOKED AT ME WITH THIS PUPPY EXPRESSION ON HIS FACE LIKE OH MY GOD ITS A FOREIGNER. there was this weird, sort of I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU, YOU NON-KOREAN PERSON IN KOREAN feel to him and it was the cutest thing ever omg ilhsm. i feel you, hannie. *ghetto sign*
Kangin: lol he just had his adorable half-moon eyes smile going on, he was so cute.
Eunhyuk: eye contact, yay. boy was freakin hot.
MORE THINGS I FORGOT:
EUNHAE. OMG. OKAY SO DONGHAE WAS SINGING AND EUNHYUK COMES UP AND GRABS HIS SHIRT AND SINKS DOWN TO HIS KNEES AND KIND OF MESSES AROUND WITH HIM, AND THEN HE REACHES UP AND GRABS HIS SHOULDER AND DONGHAE GRABS HIS SHIRT AND THEN THEY SWITCH, HYUK PULLS HIM DOWN, DONGHAE BRINGS HIM UP, AND OMG IT WAS LIKE WATCHING PORN WITHOUT THE ACTION. GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I SCREAMED MY FACE OFF.
SIWON! at the end they made hannie talk in chinese, sungmin in japanese, and then siwon in english! God i love him so much. he was like "Uh...Thank you everyone for coming, we really love you and appreciate it" or something along the lines of that. IT WAS SO CUTE. AND I WAS EXCITED THAT HE WAS THE ONE THAT DID THE ENGLISH. omg hes becoming my bias so much.