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Johnny applied for a hardship license and it was denied, so that's a bummer.
He has to wait until January before he can apply again... by then he will be close to having his regular license reinstated, so
what's the point?
He does drive without a license, which is wrong, I know. Even when we are out together as a family I let him drive! I know I shouldn't. I should be better about it. But Lily has to be at school at the same time he has to be at work. I can't take them both without making one of them really late.
And he can't always get a ride to work. This has been going on so long now. I haven't ever known him when he has had a license. It's so dumb. I really wish we could be done with all of this stuff from his DUI's and all that. I didn't do anything wrong and yet I have to suffer the repercussions! It sucks. Hopefully next year we will get this all over with. Because he was pulled over without a license because our tags are out of date, there's a chance he could spend some time in jail... maybe even a month! Maybe more! Maybe less.
It's so frustrating. And I feel guilty about it... I shouldn't have let him drive to work all of these months. ah well. No sense worrying about something I can't change or control at all.
Tomorrow we're decorating real easter eggs, the old fashioned way. My kids have never done this before so I'm really excited. I remember doing it every year at my grandparents and then with my mom. My kids have decorated paper eggs and used paint markers to decorate plastic eggs but never the dye on real eggs before. And the shrink-y paper with the spoon! I think my mom still has some of those left over from the '80's hahah.
I don't know, I'm having trouble getting into the spirit of things lately. It's just for the kids, I know. If it weren't for them I wouldn't bother at all. But I had all these fun things going on when I was a kid when holidays came around and it's no fair if they don't get to experience some of that, too!
I've gained a million pounds and I'm disgustingly overweight and I can't find any motivation to exercise. Ugh. I want to get a personal trainer and maybe talk my dad into watching the girls a few hours a day so I can work with them. I'm hoping I can talk Johnny into giving me that as an anniversary present.... it would be a present for him, too, in a way, so maybe he'll go for it. I know he isn't attracted to me at all, yuck, why would he be? I wouldn't want to sex me up, either.
I know he isn't perfect at ALL but maybe just because I love him like a crazy person I don't see his imperfections that much.
Anyway it would just help me feel better about myself. I gotta do something. I have gift cards just burning a hole in my wallet and I don't want to go shopping if I can't fit into any cute clothes!!!!
first world problems!
Walking Dead watchers? This season is blowing me away! It's so great! Great acting... and this is weird but that show is so, like, beautiful. The way they shoot it I mean, the shots and angles are so cool. And that's not something I really think about too much or notice really. I read somewhere it's 2 million dollar budget, per episode! that's quite a bit. So it better be dang good!!! I wish Andrea had sliced the Gov while she had the chance. I'm so grateful for her character, and that it's such a popular show. People finally know how to pronounce my name properly! Where do you think it's all going?!
He has to wait until January before he can apply again... by then he will be close to having his regular license reinstated, so
what's the point?
He does drive without a license, which is wrong, I know. Even when we are out together as a family I let him drive! I know I shouldn't. I should be better about it. But Lily has to be at school at the same time he has to be at work. I can't take them both without making one of them really late.
And he can't always get a ride to work. This has been going on so long now. I haven't ever known him when he has had a license. It's so dumb. I really wish we could be done with all of this stuff from his DUI's and all that. I didn't do anything wrong and yet I have to suffer the repercussions! It sucks. Hopefully next year we will get this all over with. Because he was pulled over without a license because our tags are out of date, there's a chance he could spend some time in jail... maybe even a month! Maybe more! Maybe less.
It's so frustrating. And I feel guilty about it... I shouldn't have let him drive to work all of these months. ah well. No sense worrying about something I can't change or control at all.
Tomorrow we're decorating real easter eggs, the old fashioned way. My kids have never done this before so I'm really excited. I remember doing it every year at my grandparents and then with my mom. My kids have decorated paper eggs and used paint markers to decorate plastic eggs but never the dye on real eggs before. And the shrink-y paper with the spoon! I think my mom still has some of those left over from the '80's hahah.
I don't know, I'm having trouble getting into the spirit of things lately. It's just for the kids, I know. If it weren't for them I wouldn't bother at all. But I had all these fun things going on when I was a kid when holidays came around and it's no fair if they don't get to experience some of that, too!
I've gained a million pounds and I'm disgustingly overweight and I can't find any motivation to exercise. Ugh. I want to get a personal trainer and maybe talk my dad into watching the girls a few hours a day so I can work with them. I'm hoping I can talk Johnny into giving me that as an anniversary present.... it would be a present for him, too, in a way, so maybe he'll go for it. I know he isn't attracted to me at all, yuck, why would he be? I wouldn't want to sex me up, either.
I know he isn't perfect at ALL but maybe just because I love him like a crazy person I don't see his imperfections that much.
Anyway it would just help me feel better about myself. I gotta do something. I have gift cards just burning a hole in my wallet and I don't want to go shopping if I can't fit into any cute clothes!!!!
first world problems!
Walking Dead watchers? This season is blowing me away! It's so great! Great acting... and this is weird but that show is so, like, beautiful. The way they shoot it I mean, the shots and angles are so cool. And that's not something I really think about too much or notice really. I read somewhere it's 2 million dollar budget, per episode! that's quite a bit. So it better be dang good!!! I wish Andrea had sliced the Gov while she had the chance. I'm so grateful for her character, and that it's such a popular show. People finally know how to pronounce my name properly! Where do you think it's all going?!