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Haven't updated in a while...but now, I have nothing better to do so I will. The last few weeks have been eventful to say the least. My date with Mary finally went through and she's a great person and I think were dealing now. Hopefully were chilling this weekend. I like her but I just don't feel that im IN like with her if that makes any sense. She has a great personally, nice body, I just feel that she's me in the female form and agrees with everything I say. If I want to watch one movie, so does she, If I eat one thing say its good. So will she. This has both its ups and downs but I'm just not excited with it. Last week after exams was crazy...won't get into details..mostly cuz i cant remember much but yeeeeees. Superbowl yesterday was stupendous except for the sheep i found downstairs...someones bday present soon;)
I have so much other things on my mind. I haven't even found monologues yet and I have my York University Auditions this sunday. Screwed as always. The play is going ok...Green makes me angry a lot but ill deal with it. Begun to think about prom and I'm scared. Ofcourse I want to go I'm just afraid I'll have no one to go with. Obviously these are normal feelings and my life is turning into American Pie but still. I doubt Mary will last much longer. She'll come visit a couple times, introduce her to my friends, and vamoose...like most of the short term women in my life. I have someone who I'd really like to go with to prom but im scared she'll either already have someone to go with or say no. Its grade 12 and I really want to go with her so i have to ask no matter what.
I have absolutly more then I could of asked for last year...great friends..no pimples *blush*, and great marks...plus im stronger then i've ever been before and should have a six pack in a couple weeks as long as i stay off the mc d's. Still, Im just not as happy as I thought I'd be and I dont know what Im missing
I have so much other things on my mind. I haven't even found monologues yet and I have my York University Auditions this sunday. Screwed as always. The play is going ok...Green makes me angry a lot but ill deal with it. Begun to think about prom and I'm scared. Ofcourse I want to go I'm just afraid I'll have no one to go with. Obviously these are normal feelings and my life is turning into American Pie but still. I doubt Mary will last much longer. She'll come visit a couple times, introduce her to my friends, and vamoose...like most of the short term women in my life. I have someone who I'd really like to go with to prom but im scared she'll either already have someone to go with or say no. Its grade 12 and I really want to go with her so i have to ask no matter what.
I have absolutly more then I could of asked for last year...great friends..no pimples *blush*, and great marks...plus im stronger then i've ever been before and should have a six pack in a couple weeks as long as i stay off the mc d's. Still, Im just not as happy as I thought I'd be and I dont know what Im missing