Feb 21, 2006 18:47
Im so fuckin irritated that I feel like takin a butcher knife and stabbing 5 million holes in the wall and jus ripping it to fuckin shreds!! grr I got bored so went on a little spree through all my clothing, I have millions and millions of tops & a pretty large amount of jeans, but Im sitting here tryin on clothes gettin cute outfits together as i always do jus startin a early decision process on wut clothing Im bring on my trip to new york, cuz im goin to shows galore as always ofcourse, well I start goin through all my adorable tops found tonz of cute ones i wanna bring then I get to jeans, I put on a few pairs and it seems Im jus NOT satisfyed with the way my jeans fit anymore, i FUCKIN HATE MY GODDAMN BODY i wish i culd just take a butcher knife and cut everything below my torso off and sew a new one on!!!! im satisfyed with my torso but i need hips, a bigger ass, and LONGER FUCKIN LEGS, I need new jeans so bad but I cant fuckin find any that fit me right, its fuckin REDICULOUS WHEN YOU CANT GET NEW JEANS CUZ NONE FUCKIN FIT U!!! petite inseams are usually like 30", I fuckin wear a 28" inseam therfore PETITE IS EVEN TOO FUCKIN LONG AND PETITE IS UGLY FUCKIN CLOTHES ANYWAY CUZ THEY NEVER HAVE GODDAMN HIPHUGGER CUTE STRETCHY HOTT JEANS!!! im so fuckin irritated that im litearlly crying over jeans, I HATE it because all these girls are always like "I wish I had ur body size, ur so tiny I WISH i wore a double 0" WELL NEWSFLASH STUPID BITCHES, BE SATISFYED WITH UR FUCKIN SIZE 5'S BECUZ I WULD DO ANYTHING TO FUCKIN FIT IN A SIZE 3 OR 5, A DOUBLE FUCKIN 0 SUX DONKEY BALLS! ESPECIALLY WHEN 00 SHORT IS STILL TO FUCKIN LONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! God im litearlly disgusted to the point where I gotta puke! Thanks god for givin me such a fuckin fabulous body huh!?!?