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Maybe noone's ever listening, Maybe my mind's always in a twist, Maybe I'm not the prettiest, Maybe I'm always pissed, but it's me..get over it. I don't believe in most goodbyes, Loyalty is all I crave, I have morals you'll never understand & I'll never be anyone's slave..I'm real. I live for self-respekt, I breathe to have my own pride, I'm often underestimated, but truth & reality eventually collide, oneday you'll realize I'm not what you underestimate me to be. Change often frustrates me & I'm not always the best, but I'm always up for a challenge..so put me to the test. I don't always show my knowledge & with the world I don't always agree, but that shouldn't matter, because its the REAL ME. I always remember memories & honesty I always use, my body you'll never hurt, my ego you'll never bruise. I can curse lyke a sailor, I can throw a football lyke a boy, I'm not living to be a model, not living to be a toy. I have a mixture of qualities & I really don't care, if you don't lyke what you fuckin see than why the fuck do you stare? I speak my mind very clearly & my words are sometimes cold, I make my statements known, I make my words BOLD. I'm sometymes irrational & I often complain, I dream of destruktion yet I know I'm quite sane. I have psychotic tendencies and I'm a jelous bitch, but I'm not your average robot with uniqueness becuz of a fuckin glitch. My eyes don't twinkle, My hips don't curve, My lips aren't the fullest & when I drive I swerve..I'm not meant to be perfekt & u sure as hell aren't to great yourself. I wish on pretty stars & I sing in the shower, I lyke to be right & I often crave power. My trust isn't cheap & neither am I, get on my bad side..& I swear you'll fuckin die. My strength is untolerable but I can tolerate your pain, you say I'm just worthless I say I've got a lot to gain. I sacrifice nothing & I never give in, I don't bow down to anyone & I always sin. I don't get on my knees, I often run in the rain, I sing in the shower, I enjoy physical pain. I'm told I hit lyke a man, I never dress scene, I can be quite nice, I can be pretty fuckin mean. I make it through my tragedies yet I live to make more, I'm not a typical slut, but I'm a lyttle Pleasure-Whore. I wish my boobs were bigger, I wish I had a new face, but this is who I am & I've accepted lyfe's disgrace. I pop too many pills, A werewolf owns my heart, I'm unhealthly obsessed with many things & I'm a new era to start. I can sometymes be selfish, I may oneday overdose on ego-suicide, but if I never make it..they can never say I never tried. Camo makes me smile, breakdowns make me happy, maybe I'm not the skinniest but atleast my tummy isn't flappy. I hate frogs & mayo and I lyke to observe fear, My mother is my hero tho I don't always make that clear. I'm aggressive & intolerant but if you love me you understand, I'm not here to please the world, not here on popular demand. I'm here to be Kyra, the one I love to be, gotta a problem with who I am..step up & tell me. I make mistakes, I fight for what's mine, I search for what I need..I'm a new star to shine. I may be a hollywood rejekt, I may not be your dream, but when reality is the truth, I'm all that this may seem.