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I broke the ice yesterday and texted Miguel. I figured we should try to be civil so work can be somewhat tolerable.
I was just texting about my glasses, if he's seen them that night. He was responding in one worded texts, but he was fucking replying. That's something. It ended in emojis and it made me miss him. What the fuck is wrong with me.
I ended up dreaming about his stupid ass that night. They were sexually charged dreams. I woke up wanting him. Like I've been intensely craving the shit out of him today.
He came into work today, and when he did my heart started racing and adrenaline started pumping through my veins. I'm sure the customer I was helping noticed the change.
But idk I think we're making progress. He actually called out the food for me to hear and actually made Orange Chicken after I called it for once.
I just want us to be civil and not childish. This is ok, I guess.
I was just texting about my glasses, if he's seen them that night. He was responding in one worded texts, but he was fucking replying. That's something. It ended in emojis and it made me miss him. What the fuck is wrong with me.
I ended up dreaming about his stupid ass that night. They were sexually charged dreams. I woke up wanting him. Like I've been intensely craving the shit out of him today.
He came into work today, and when he did my heart started racing and adrenaline started pumping through my veins. I'm sure the customer I was helping noticed the change.
But idk I think we're making progress. He actually called out the food for me to hear and actually made Orange Chicken after I called it for once.
I just want us to be civil and not childish. This is ok, I guess.