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Last Saturday I had to decide whether to party with my boyfriend and his friends or my co-workers. I picked co-workers cuz it was something different. We went to Kevin's pad in Canoga park and got wasted.
Before the night's festivities Flavio picked me up and we went to Total Wine to go pick up some booze. We got 1800 tequilla and Ciroq Pineapple vodka. Then we went to get sushi, and then we went to the mall so Flavio could go shopping cuz he's a fag.
Anyway, I think he has a crush on Miguel, sucks because I've fucked him and shit, and still have kinda whatever the fuck feelings about his stupid ass that I wish I didn't have.
BUT YEA, so after hearing that, kinda made me think I should just be platonic with Miguel from now on cuz I don't need the drama. Plus, it's not like he gives a shit about me anyway. UGHGUGHGUHGUGHGUGHhhhhhJWEHDJISFIFWUH
So yea, after shopping he dropped me back to my place. I got ready and he came and got me around 10:30. We stopped at the gas station then headed to Panda. Then we went back to the gas station to pick up cigarettes for Miguel. Flavio is so fucking sweet to him. He spoils the shit out of him. He pretty much his sugar fucking daddy. I'm fucking jealous I ain't the one spoiling his ass.
But yea, Miguel and I have been kinda distant since we fucked. Especially since it seemed like he was flirting with Angela the last time we all went to Buffalo Wild Wings and Andrews pad. Like, fuck you man. And he NEVER texts me first, so I just stopped texting him. Idk if I'm just trippin' or what.
But yea so we're at Panda and we meet up with tha squad and we roll to Canoga Park after a brief stop at Del Taco. Miguel drives in his own car, and it was me Llena and Andrew in Flavio's, and Short Miguel and his Rubio's co-workers in his car. I can sense Miguel was being an emo bitch cuz he didn't want to come with us and sit in the back in the middle.
So we get to this ghetto ass apartment complex which where Kevin lives. There were so many gates to get through to actually get inside his place. Which is pretty convenient for a zombie apocalypse I guess. But yea Miguel was being distant all night AND IT WAS BOTHERING ME.
And then he was flirting AGAIN in front of me with one of Short Miguel's co-workers (even though she's not that pretty or have a nice body). He was like, "Oh tattoos and whatever the fuck else I can't remember, what more could I want!" FUK YOU MIGUEL FUCK YOU. Like is he tryna shove all this shit in my face because he remembered I have a boyfriend?????? UGHHHHHHHH
Anyway, I finally actually tried to initiate convo or whatever the fuck when he went to the fridge to grab a beer. I saw he had cuts on his right arm (cuz he's an emo faggit), so I grabbed his arm and asked "What's this??!" And he just pulled his arm away and ignored me. He was pissing me off. Like what the fuck did I do to him, WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME.
I barely remember what the fuck else went on. But I remember asking him for cigarettes. I remember smoking outside with Kevin's roommate who was trying to talk to me, but I don't even know if what I was saying was making sense and I hope I wasn't ranting or being emo cuz of Miguel. Because I did feel fucking emo and like shit. Anyway, yea I was chatting with Kevin's roommate smoking a cigarette in a pissy sulky manner.
Then I wanted more so I went to go find Miguel who I guess was sitting on the stairs. And I sat next to him asking him for one. I believe he gave me one. Idk what the fuck I was trying to talk to him about, but I remember pulling on his arm and him pulling away. And me saying some shit, like "why won't you talk to meeee" all the while Kevin is standing in front of us watching all this. GAWD.
Then Miguel just leans over the side of stairs and vomits. Maybe that's why he couldn't talk. Then soon he goes back upstairs. I didn't chase him, even though I felt the urge to. I didn't want Kevin to suspect anything.
So I just stayed there and sulkily smoked my cigarette.
I'm not fucking trippin right. He's TOTALLY ignoring me cuz he's upset about something right?? BUT WTF DID I DO?
Is it cuz I haven't been texting him? Well HE hasn't been texting ME. FUCK YOU. Anyway I was so annoyed by the end of the night. He ended up crashing at Kevin's and we all left back home.
I think I made a scene too cuz I wanted my jacket. They went upstairs to look for it and said they didn't see it. But I got pissed off and they went to look for it again and finally found it. Apparently it was behind the couch, like what a coincidence, behind the couch Miguel was passed out on. How tha fuck did it get there, HMMM.
And yea Red was pissed off at me for ditching him and not partying with him instead. Idk everything was falling apart.
I went to work the next morning still faded. Then straight up ignored the shit out of Miguel when he showed up for his shift. Yea I was being a bitch. I was talking and laughing with everybody besides him. I'm a cunt I know, but I felt like he deserved it.
If he's gonna ignore me, I can ignore him harder.
Before the night's festivities Flavio picked me up and we went to Total Wine to go pick up some booze. We got 1800 tequilla and Ciroq Pineapple vodka. Then we went to get sushi, and then we went to the mall so Flavio could go shopping cuz he's a fag.
Anyway, I think he has a crush on Miguel, sucks because I've fucked him and shit, and still have kinda whatever the fuck feelings about his stupid ass that I wish I didn't have.
BUT YEA, so after hearing that, kinda made me think I should just be platonic with Miguel from now on cuz I don't need the drama. Plus, it's not like he gives a shit about me anyway. UGHGUGHGUHGUGHGUGHhhhhhJWEHDJISFIFWUH
So yea, after shopping he dropped me back to my place. I got ready and he came and got me around 10:30. We stopped at the gas station then headed to Panda. Then we went back to the gas station to pick up cigarettes for Miguel. Flavio is so fucking sweet to him. He spoils the shit out of him. He pretty much his sugar fucking daddy. I'm fucking jealous I ain't the one spoiling his ass.
But yea, Miguel and I have been kinda distant since we fucked. Especially since it seemed like he was flirting with Angela the last time we all went to Buffalo Wild Wings and Andrews pad. Like, fuck you man. And he NEVER texts me first, so I just stopped texting him. Idk if I'm just trippin' or what.
But yea so we're at Panda and we meet up with tha squad and we roll to Canoga Park after a brief stop at Del Taco. Miguel drives in his own car, and it was me Llena and Andrew in Flavio's, and Short Miguel and his Rubio's co-workers in his car. I can sense Miguel was being an emo bitch cuz he didn't want to come with us and sit in the back in the middle.
So we get to this ghetto ass apartment complex which where Kevin lives. There were so many gates to get through to actually get inside his place. Which is pretty convenient for a zombie apocalypse I guess. But yea Miguel was being distant all night AND IT WAS BOTHERING ME.
And then he was flirting AGAIN in front of me with one of Short Miguel's co-workers (even though she's not that pretty or have a nice body). He was like, "Oh tattoos and whatever the fuck else I can't remember, what more could I want!" FUK YOU MIGUEL FUCK YOU. Like is he tryna shove all this shit in my face because he remembered I have a boyfriend?????? UGHHHHHHHH
Anyway, I finally actually tried to initiate convo or whatever the fuck when he went to the fridge to grab a beer. I saw he had cuts on his right arm (cuz he's an emo faggit), so I grabbed his arm and asked "What's this??!" And he just pulled his arm away and ignored me. He was pissing me off. Like what the fuck did I do to him, WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME.
I barely remember what the fuck else went on. But I remember asking him for cigarettes. I remember smoking outside with Kevin's roommate who was trying to talk to me, but I don't even know if what I was saying was making sense and I hope I wasn't ranting or being emo cuz of Miguel. Because I did feel fucking emo and like shit. Anyway, yea I was chatting with Kevin's roommate smoking a cigarette in a pissy sulky manner.
Then I wanted more so I went to go find Miguel who I guess was sitting on the stairs. And I sat next to him asking him for one. I believe he gave me one. Idk what the fuck I was trying to talk to him about, but I remember pulling on his arm and him pulling away. And me saying some shit, like "why won't you talk to meeee" all the while Kevin is standing in front of us watching all this. GAWD.
Then Miguel just leans over the side of stairs and vomits. Maybe that's why he couldn't talk. Then soon he goes back upstairs. I didn't chase him, even though I felt the urge to. I didn't want Kevin to suspect anything.
So I just stayed there and sulkily smoked my cigarette.
I'm not fucking trippin right. He's TOTALLY ignoring me cuz he's upset about something right?? BUT WTF DID I DO?
Is it cuz I haven't been texting him? Well HE hasn't been texting ME. FUCK YOU. Anyway I was so annoyed by the end of the night. He ended up crashing at Kevin's and we all left back home.
I think I made a scene too cuz I wanted my jacket. They went upstairs to look for it and said they didn't see it. But I got pissed off and they went to look for it again and finally found it. Apparently it was behind the couch, like what a coincidence, behind the couch Miguel was passed out on. How tha fuck did it get there, HMMM.
And yea Red was pissed off at me for ditching him and not partying with him instead. Idk everything was falling apart.
I went to work the next morning still faded. Then straight up ignored the shit out of Miguel when he showed up for his shift. Yea I was being a bitch. I was talking and laughing with everybody besides him. I'm a cunt I know, but I felt like he deserved it.
If he's gonna ignore me, I can ignore him harder.