Just because you feel it / Doesn't mean it's there
hey/hey
the time has slipped by me again
please excuse the lack of speech. it was not a lack of interest. it is a lack of time. a lack of feel - ing.
i haven't been able to update or anything for a little while now
my computer has been br o ken
but now...everything...is fine
there were things i wanted to say...another day...i can't remember....remember anyway...the words have gone...gone away
and now i cannot really think of one thing important to mention. now that i am actually here...
i have been sober too long. it has left me bored, depressed, and kind of...numb. i see too clearly how mundane and uneventful my life really is. has it always been this way? (and will it always stay?)
the ones i used to like don't like me now. or i don't like them. is it possible to love and hate ~people~ at the same time?
something needs to change. i need something sparkling and new. (somehow...i wish it was >you<)
the work is the same. the home is the same. the friends are the same. everything is the same. (it feels like there's no way [out] of here)
even i'm starting to sound the same.
so yeah...
-end-
i'm listening to some of the new Radiohead songs right now. i cannot wait for Hail To The Thief to come out. i love Radiohead...
i suppose that's all for now. i'll try to have something more important to say next time. i miss you all. talk to you soon....
bye/bye
the time has slipped by me again
please excuse the lack of speech. it was not a lack of interest. it is a lack of time. a lack of feel - ing.
i haven't been able to update or anything for a little while now
my computer has been br o ken
but now...everything...is fine
there were things i wanted to say...another day...i can't remember....remember anyway...the words have gone...gone away
and now i cannot really think of one thing important to mention. now that i am actually here...
i have been sober too long. it has left me bored, depressed, and kind of...numb. i see too clearly how mundane and uneventful my life really is. has it always been this way? (and will it always stay?)
the ones i used to like don't like me now. or i don't like them. is it possible to love and hate ~people~ at the same time?
something needs to change. i need something sparkling and new. (somehow...i wish it was >you<)
the work is the same. the home is the same. the friends are the same. everything is the same. (it feels like there's no way [out] of here)
even i'm starting to sound the same.
so yeah...
-end-
i'm listening to some of the new Radiohead songs right now. i cannot wait for Hail To The Thief to come out. i love Radiohead...
i suppose that's all for now. i'll try to have something more important to say next time. i miss you all. talk to you soon....
bye/bye