Feb 08, 2005 09:13
I'm so sad... I'll tell you guys what happened. Man, my life is SO fucked up!
Here's the dealio, Sofiea's sis told me that Jesse thought I was cute and she said she was telling the truth. But, Sofiea's sis heard this news from Jesse's sis who lied... MY LIFE IS A MOTHER FUCKIN' SHIT HOLE! I used to be happy, but now I'm depressed again... But I vowed never to slit my wrists again no matter what the circumstances... I'll just have to find another way to soothe the pain of a broken heart... Whatever that way is, I'm gonna have to stick to it.
And another thing, I'm so mother fucking ugly... Jesse would probably be drunk or high if he ever wanted to go out with me... And my mom tries to make me feel better, but I know she lies about all of the things she says to me... It's probably a sin to be as ugly as I am... I'm so screwed up... Oh look at me! I'm dissing myself. I feel like writing a bad song... so I'm gonna write it here... Don't make fun of it please. I'm only twelve years old.
Why am I blessed with such a misfortune?
Why is my life so fucked up?
Why won't I just die already?
I've been lied to...
I've been deceived...
I find it harder to get through the days...
And my life is fucked up because of you
I'm not trusting anyone anymore
And why won't you accept the fact that I love you
And that won't change
It hurts me to be so alone
And it hurts to know that you don't care...
Eh, I'm too lazy to write anymore...
Bye... I guess
Carly