It was such a clear night that every star popped out of the sky...eternity blazing above me. When I lit the fire, the boxes flared up and choked out the visibility of the stars. Smoke clouded up into the black sky. I realized that thought and life circumstance is the fire of impermanence...and if you let it blaze too high it drowns out the star ( Read more... )

Meditating deeply
Reach the depth of the source.
Branching streams cannot
Compare to this source!
Sitting alone in a great silence
Even though the heavens
Turn and the earth is upset,
You will not even wink.

- Nyogen Senzaki (1876-1958)

Wheel Of Fortune how you feel about yourself now (Wheel Of Fortune ( Read more... )

I need a hug today.

I brought cans of pork and beans into the lab with me today...and when people leave the room I put them in the bottom of their backpacks secretly...

Do I want to hire movers to move my piano for $160 +......or just rent a U-haul with a lift and kiss up to my friends?

An email I got this morning from Astrology.com.....kind of timely ( Read more... )

I got the apartment I liked, dropping the security deposit off tomorrow morning and it will be available Oct 1st. If they get it ready earlier he will let me have a few free weeks in September ( Read more... )

Everything is making more sense, things are looking up and I see the purpose of it. Then I talk to her on the phone and get very sad for a few minutes.

In the quiet silent seconds I turned off the light switch ( Read more... )