another disappointment.
Well today i tell Phylicia that when i see him i am going to go up and kiss him.. she says yes go for it.. and i get myself all happy about doing this.. so when i see him i go up to him lay my head on his shoulder and i flirt A LOT! and then i look up at him and go to kiss him and he turns away and walks toward Jason... He was being really mean to me today.. i dont know why he has been mean to me i have done nothing to him.. i wish he would tell me why he is like this.. It would make things easier then maybe i could fix them... I guess i should just give up b/c i know all you are tired of hearing me bitch.. so this shall be the last entry that i write about guys.. i know all of you are saying I DONT CARE STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM.. well i am sorry that i cant b/c i really really REALLY REALLY like this guy.. I know you are really bored about hearing about him so i will stop.. atleast for now.. I am sorry to all of you that i have bitched to.. If i ever get on your nerves like that again just tell me and i will stop.. But as for now.. this subject in my case is dead.. like i wish i was... Well i will ttyl byebye.