... it's not worth it
Not too much has been going on in my life lately... I've just been trying to focus on school and keep my grades up for the most part.
Yesterday Krista and I hung out, it had been a while. We went and got our tan on, ha, then came back got dressed and then went to Al's for some dinner. We decided to stick it out and go to the soccer game despite the freezing weather. That's dedication if I've ever seen it! We ended up wimping out within the 1st 5 minutes and went and defrosted at the basketball game for a bit and went back to the soccer game after half-time. It was too bad we lost, but not surprising ... ha. After wards we went and saw Zach. I hadn't seen him since like ...8th grade? He hasn't changed a bit. We went to starbucks to get something to heat us up and were suppose to go back to Bo's... but apparently plans changed! (We knew they'd be calling back, huh Krista?) So instead we ended up just renting Cellular (it sucked) and going back to her house and watching it. Today I went to Michelle's baby shower at 2:00... it was cute, she got so much stuff!
Krista and I had some depressing talks last night, and seriously it makes me wonder what you get out of being good? I mean besides self-respect and respect from others ... I don't think this is going to be my best year, it certainly hasn't started off right. I am glad I have such awesome friends, people who I don't feel like I have to act a certain way or be somebody else to impress. I really pity the people that have to do that, it's not worth it.
Yesterday Krista and I hung out, it had been a while. We went and got our tan on, ha, then came back got dressed and then went to Al's for some dinner. We decided to stick it out and go to the soccer game despite the freezing weather. That's dedication if I've ever seen it! We ended up wimping out within the 1st 5 minutes and went and defrosted at the basketball game for a bit and went back to the soccer game after half-time. It was too bad we lost, but not surprising ... ha. After wards we went and saw Zach. I hadn't seen him since like ...8th grade? He hasn't changed a bit. We went to starbucks to get something to heat us up and were suppose to go back to Bo's... but apparently plans changed! (We knew they'd be calling back, huh Krista?) So instead we ended up just renting Cellular (it sucked) and going back to her house and watching it. Today I went to Michelle's baby shower at 2:00... it was cute, she got so much stuff!
Krista and I had some depressing talks last night, and seriously it makes me wonder what you get out of being good? I mean besides self-respect and respect from others ... I don't think this is going to be my best year, it certainly hasn't started off right. I am glad I have such awesome friends, people who I don't feel like I have to act a certain way or be somebody else to impress. I really pity the people that have to do that, it's not worth it.