anywhere but here

[holdyourtears]

i want to go home right now soo bad...or at least be around my friends or family from home. i want to get away...i want to hide. but i cant. i cant hide from my responsibilities or my problems, that just seems to always get me in more trouble. i am so good at getting into trouble...what i could really use right now is some reassurance. i would love a phone call or anything from someone just to let me know everything's going to be ok, that they love me, that they miss me. oh well.
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went to farmers tonite. definitely kept me busy for a little bit. gianni bought the girls flowers. that made my night.

i'm going to bed to do some thinking..xoxo