i don't want to leave. i want to stay.....i'm staying.

and if i go, there will be some major kicking and screaming.

I'm so mad at myself for caring, for crying about other people's problems...I continue attempting to lower my expectations, but it still hurts to watch the people you love progressively become involved in something so destructive and slowly lose touch with their dreams. I want so much more for them. But unfortunately in the end, it comes down to ( Read more... )

and somehow this song captures so much of everything this year ( Read more... )

i spoke too soon.

i'm learning how to trust. it's really quite difficult for me, especially considering the events of the last year and half. but i don't want what happened in the past to hinder my future. right now things are looking up for us.

spring break was perfect. now i'm back to the real world, and definitely not liking it as much. i miss my girls and i miss him. it's so hard being away from the people you love.

p.s. spring break pics = amazing!

seriously, how did i get so lucky? i have the best friends in the world. i basically spent all day and night on the phone with ashley and kaitlin. i can't even tell you how much they helped me...and last night lindsay and ana went out "to get a movie" and came back with flowers, candy, food, bubbles, and movies! just having these girls reassures me ( Read more... )

well that was quite a rollercoaster....now for something real.

so i went to utah last weekend to visit the love of my life...ashley!!! it was a blast FO SHO. we did some shopping, uhh...shopping, hanging out, talking (university of london spring 2006?), shopping at wall mart (yes!), shopping at the bookstore (UTAH UTES!), and we went to the take action tour show featuring sugarcult, plain white t's, hawthorne ( Read more... )

i love aiden!!!
...wow, i need to get a life.