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i haven't live journaled in a while..i'm way bad at this thing....ANYWAY, felt the need to share slash get things off my chest...
THIS WEEKEND..definetly weird. i felt removed from my life this weekend, as though i was a bystander as i was also a participant..it doesnt make sense, perhaps in some twisted way, providing an explanation to why my weekend was so weird.
SATURDAY was a wakeup call...answering the phone to hear one of your oldest and best friends on the other line crying is never good...SO in light of the tragedy this weekend, take the time to cherish life and the people you share it with. i know we've heard it time and time again, but imagine losing the two most important and influential people in your life in a period of just six months. would you want to relive that period of your life differently? i just cant deal...i dont know how she will.
SUNDAY...wokeup overwhelmed by emotions (yeah emo!)...one of those mornings when your always on the verge of tears...and thinking is not an advisable solution...the day continued like this with a string of startling events. you kinda forget sometimes that these people you meet in college have a past too...a past that doesnt necessarily always live in the past...
ka..thats officially depressing...
on a happier note. i have a bomb ass: big sis, sorority, tower, floor, roomie, friends...
THIS WEEKEND..definetly weird. i felt removed from my life this weekend, as though i was a bystander as i was also a participant..it doesnt make sense, perhaps in some twisted way, providing an explanation to why my weekend was so weird.
SATURDAY was a wakeup call...answering the phone to hear one of your oldest and best friends on the other line crying is never good...SO in light of the tragedy this weekend, take the time to cherish life and the people you share it with. i know we've heard it time and time again, but imagine losing the two most important and influential people in your life in a period of just six months. would you want to relive that period of your life differently? i just cant deal...i dont know how she will.
SUNDAY...wokeup overwhelmed by emotions (yeah emo!)...one of those mornings when your always on the verge of tears...and thinking is not an advisable solution...the day continued like this with a string of startling events. you kinda forget sometimes that these people you meet in college have a past too...a past that doesnt necessarily always live in the past...
ka..thats officially depressing...
on a happier note. i have a bomb ass: big sis, sorority, tower, floor, roomie, friends...