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MORNING
Insomnia like WOAH last night. 
Dont know why, but I still say I got 
about a good 7 hrs of sleep. tops though
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Writing again before work today.

Im escited to work with Jacylen (sp?)
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AFTERNOON
Picked up prom pictures today with the madre.
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I dont work sat-tues. Thats 4 days, to do what with
I dont know. But I hope they are bennificial to me.
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NOW
All the time I have to myself now, all I do is think.
About the good, bad, and unknown.

Yea the mood fluxuates a little bit, inside and out. 
But you know what I cant lie about how I feel, and Im 
not going to stop thinking about the things that Ive 
been pondering and talking about.

Just one thing I know for sure is, Im not going to hide
how I feel. Im not going to be scared anymore. or at least try.

With the help from friends, and more help still to come,
I have been able to keep my sane, and stay optimistic/realistic.

But to be honest. writing can only do so much.
& talking to the same people can only do so much,
though I still do GREATLY appreciate it.
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LAST THING
dont be scared.
of me, or you.